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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 1:48 pm
I called Big Alexander and told him about how I ended up in this darkness. I described everything in detail, and he said, ‘Wow, where did they send you?’ He said it was a trial and that people generally do not escape from that darkness where I was. He mentioned that almost everyone who gets there either ends up committing suicide or going insane and ending up in a mental institution. So I call him, and he says to me:
– Well, tell me, how do you feel during the full moon? What are your thoughts? What’s your mood like?
– Listen, just a couple of hours ago, I was in the darkness and now I’ve come out of it.
I began explaining everything in detail, and he told me that he knew of four young people who ended up in a mental institution yesterday. He’s aware of it because they reached out to him for help and asked what was happening. He said:
– You see, some people cannot handle this dark force. In the future, it will be considered a disease. Many people will fall into this darkness. It’s crucial that you write about this, so that people can use my book and information to get out of it. This is necessary for everyone. People who have been to war also fall into this darkness. Many influential people have fallen into this dark world.
– So people don’t end up in this world at birth.
– No. People fall into this world after doing something bad. They end up in this trap, this labyrinth of darkness, from which there is no escape.
– Yes, I noticed that no kind songs or movies help. Nothing resonates with you. – That’s right, there is no light in you, it’s all darkness.
He told me that these trials were given to me on purpose so that I could write about it in my book, to help people. They really live in these illusions of fear, everything seems bad to them, and it’s very hard for them. Because of this, many people are on medication, some turn to alcohol, and some just give up. Some end up in mental institutions, and some just die. I told him how I got out of it, that if it weren’t for my experience traveling through multiverses, if it weren’t for my level of awareness, where you kind of remember everything and understand that you are you, and that these feelings and thoughts should not be trusted, I would not have been able to get out of it and resist it.
– Well, tell me, how do you feel during the full moon? What are your thoughts? What’s your mood like?
– Listen, just a couple of hours ago, I was in the darkness and now I’ve come out of it.
I began explaining everything in detail, and he told me that he knew of four young people who ended up in a mental institution yesterday. He’s aware of it because they reached out to him for help and asked what was happening. He said:
– You see, some people cannot handle this dark force. In the future, it will be considered a disease. Many people will fall into this darkness. It’s crucial that you write about this, so that people can use my book and information to get out of it. This is necessary for everyone. People who have been to war also fall into this darkness. Many influential people have fallen into this dark world.
– So people don’t end up in this world at birth.
– No. People fall into this world after doing something bad. They end up in this trap, this labyrinth of darkness, from which there is no escape.
– Yes, I noticed that no kind songs or movies help. Nothing resonates with you. – That’s right, there is no light in you, it’s all darkness.
He told me that these trials were given to me on purpose so that I could write about it in my book, to help people. They really live in these illusions of fear, everything seems bad to them, and it’s very hard for them. Because of this, many people are on medication, some turn to alcohol, and some just give up. Some end up in mental institutions, and some just die. I told him how I got out of it, that if it weren’t for my experience traveling through multiverses, if it weren’t for my level of awareness, where you kind of remember everything and understand that you are you, and that these feelings and thoughts should not be trusted, I would not have been able to get out of it and resist it.