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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 2:21 pm
Chapter 12. Adaptation in 4 Worlds
As I understand it, this is already the tenth hint from Big Alexander that he is waiting for the main Spirit to enter me. And as I understand it, some initiated beings in the world, including him, cannot interfere until this main Spirit enters. Because it is important not to disturb this natural process. It’s as if I’m like a chick, kept in a cage in the nest, not allowed to fly, run, or collect worms. It’s still too early. I’m still not strong enough. And what has been happening to me all this time has given me a slight insight. For the past month, my friend and I have been pondering how it seems that we are entering various multiverses, sometimes spiritual, sometimes material, sometimes even what turned out to be dark. It seemed as if there was no such thing as being in the Spirit or in the “cosmos.” I wanted to say that it feels like I’m not in the cosmos, but it doesn’t work out that way because it seems like I am both material and in the “cosmos”, and we couldn’t quite... That is, we have always called it differently over the past month, whether it feels like you are open or closed, spiritual or material, and it was unclear. But now, I see more clearly that it is already happening. There is no longer a state where I disconnect from some spiritual frequency, as I might have expressed in my books before, and then connect to other material frequencies. No. It is already manifesting within me, and every day the main Spirit is manifesting more strongly. It’s not as if it entered in a second. It is happening right now. And this mutation, transformation – physical, psychological, mental, intellectual – all together, every day – this is happening at this moment as the main Spirit enters me. Because I didn’t quite understand how it worked. I could spend the whole day, for example, being very mundane and material. And then, in a moment, some force of the Spirit would come through me and do something, as if always guiding me somewhere. And then it would let go, and I would be able to sit and watch silly movies again. But in reality, it feels like it’s all already within me, and I am connected to all of this, and synchronizing with the entire system, and the system with me. And I see that the main God... Let’s imagine a nesting doll; the biggest, main nesting doll, in which all the others are contained – is the main God. The main God is, it turns out, the primary Wi-Fi. It is the main simulation in virtual reality. It is the system, the program, the intellect, the mind. It is the core, the number one nesting doll. This is the main God. Inside, if we remove this outer layer, we find different nesting dolls. Sometimes there are several dolls within one, and then there are more nesting
As I understand it, this is already the tenth hint from Big Alexander that he is waiting for the main Spirit to enter me. And as I understand it, some initiated beings in the world, including him, cannot interfere until this main Spirit enters. Because it is important not to disturb this natural process. It’s as if I’m like a chick, kept in a cage in the nest, not allowed to fly, run, or collect worms. It’s still too early. I’m still not strong enough. And what has been happening to me all this time has given me a slight insight. For the past month, my friend and I have been pondering how it seems that we are entering various multiverses, sometimes spiritual, sometimes material, sometimes even what turned out to be dark. It seemed as if there was no such thing as being in the Spirit or in the “cosmos.” I wanted to say that it feels like I’m not in the cosmos, but it doesn’t work out that way because it seems like I am both material and in the “cosmos”, and we couldn’t quite... That is, we have always called it differently over the past month, whether it feels like you are open or closed, spiritual or material, and it was unclear. But now, I see more clearly that it is already happening. There is no longer a state where I disconnect from some spiritual frequency, as I might have expressed in my books before, and then connect to other material frequencies. No. It is already manifesting within me, and every day the main Spirit is manifesting more strongly. It’s not as if it entered in a second. It is happening right now. And this mutation, transformation – physical, psychological, mental, intellectual – all together, every day – this is happening at this moment as the main Spirit enters me. Because I didn’t quite understand how it worked. I could spend the whole day, for example, being very mundane and material. And then, in a moment, some force of the Spirit would come through me and do something, as if always guiding me somewhere. And then it would let go, and I would be able to sit and watch silly movies again. But in reality, it feels like it’s all already within me, and I am connected to all of this, and synchronizing with the entire system, and the system with me. And I see that the main God... Let’s imagine a nesting doll; the biggest, main nesting doll, in which all the others are contained – is the main God. The main God is, it turns out, the primary Wi-Fi. It is the main simulation in virtual reality. It is the system, the program, the intellect, the mind. It is the core, the number one nesting doll. This is the main God. Inside, if we remove this outer layer, we find different nesting dolls. Sometimes there are several dolls within one, and then there are more nesting