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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 2:22 pm
And now I am waiting, well, not exactly waiting, it is already... It is just manifesting within me. It will manifest initially energetically, psychologically, and this is happening now. And on the physical, physiological level as well, I would say, in terms of the body. Something is happening with all of this. But then, it should continue to develop and manifest when I emerge from the nest. It’s interesting, Big Alexander also said that when the Spirit enters me, he didn’t specify exactly when or how, deliberately avoiding mentioning dates or details of what will happen. He just says that when what you know will happen happens, then you can do whatever you want. Go anywhere, do anything, and so on. But for now, just sit and don’t stir. So I am sitting and not stirring. Transforming. Mutating. Something is happening. So, to summarize, previously the principle was completely different when I was with the heart, or when I was with the mind, or when the Spirit entered me. It was clearly visible, the turning on and off, because that was then. I described this in the first and second volumes of the book. But now there is no such description of whether I am in the Spirit or not. And someone, perhaps, over the past six months of this adventure, has been waiting for when the Spirit will enter me, but it already has. All this time there has been some mutation, transformation, and adaptation happening within me. It is already manifesting. I am already connected every day, always. It’s just like a volume or tone regulator. It fluctuates for now. I would say it differently. People who come into my field of attention, psychologically, if I just think about people, or physically, if they are with me, they immediately come under my influence. I don’t do anything deliberately; it just emanates from me. A person might experience dizziness, nausea, as if motion sickness, like in a car or boat. And this is emanating from me. Can you imagine? For the past month or so. Or two. Since the main God entered me on June 10. So this entire transformation is happening this way. At some moments, I seem to turn down the intensity to a minimum, and at other times, I turn it up to a maximum, depending on the situation. It self-regulates according to the situation. And it seems to be aligning with me now – where it is needed a lot, and where it is needed a little. So this adaptation is happening.
During that week, I was contemplating that perhaps when light approaches an object, the size of the shadow depends on the angle of the light and the object, and this shadow is the darkness. Maybe right now, the trajectory is such that there is more darkness, which might disappear when the light completely envelops
During that week, I was contemplating that perhaps when light approaches an object, the size of the shadow depends on the angle of the light and the object, and this shadow is the darkness. Maybe right now, the trajectory is such that there is more darkness, which might disappear when the light completely envelops