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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 2:23 pm
Let me share something interesting. Yesterday I got in touch with my childhood friend Masha. And she asks me, “How are you?” And I always, most of the time, when talking about my situation, since I don’t have much in terms of everyday or material things, I always talk about what I am working on in the book. In fact, all my life, I start with this. Every time people ask me how things are, I say: “At the moment, I am, so to speak, exploring what an avatar is.” Or “At the moment, I am exploring what dynamics and time are.” But now I said:
– Listen, right now I am exploring three worlds. More precisely, for the last six months I have been dealing with some multiverses, and I have realized that it’s not just me, but a category of people who have also been tossed around by these multiverses. Some people notice it, some don’t. Over these six months, sometimes you become highly spiritual and sensitive, sometimes you enter a creative world, sometimes you become a very focused, materialistic, and analytical person. And it turns out, you also enter some kind of darkness. And all these three worlds have a whole bunch of categories and subcategories, different dimensions. And for the last two weeks, various dark multiverses have manifested. It manifested in different ways. Sometimes I reacted sharply to something. Sometimes I saw how people were provoking me, like everyone was conspiring to attack. And then there was the most terrifying multiverse, just a couple of days ago, where I ended up in hell, feeling like a victim, and everything was terrifying, and you were in darkness with your hands down, and there was even some kind of mist above your head.
And I’m telling her all of this, how I overcame it, how I dealt with it. And, imagine, Masha responds, saying she’s in shock because she’s experiencing the exact same things. But she didn’t know... I am delving into this so deeply. My task is to open people’s eyes to all of this, to provide some clarity through the book. And she... She says, “Of course, prayers help me. But I still don’t know what’s happening in the world. I thought something was wrong with me. That it was some psychological crisis, some darkness, and I kept asking why.” She says, “I try to resist it with prayers, but I can’t understand with my mind why this is happening.” And here I am, providing her with an explanation of what’s happening. That it’s not only happening to her, and how it works. That these dark thoughts, desires, and feelings she’s been experiencing are not hers. And she says, “I understood that, but you start to lose that control, that boundary of whether it’s yours or not.” And she says:
– Listen, right now I am exploring three worlds. More precisely, for the last six months I have been dealing with some multiverses, and I have realized that it’s not just me, but a category of people who have also been tossed around by these multiverses. Some people notice it, some don’t. Over these six months, sometimes you become highly spiritual and sensitive, sometimes you enter a creative world, sometimes you become a very focused, materialistic, and analytical person. And it turns out, you also enter some kind of darkness. And all these three worlds have a whole bunch of categories and subcategories, different dimensions. And for the last two weeks, various dark multiverses have manifested. It manifested in different ways. Sometimes I reacted sharply to something. Sometimes I saw how people were provoking me, like everyone was conspiring to attack. And then there was the most terrifying multiverse, just a couple of days ago, where I ended up in hell, feeling like a victim, and everything was terrifying, and you were in darkness with your hands down, and there was even some kind of mist above your head.
And I’m telling her all of this, how I overcame it, how I dealt with it. And, imagine, Masha responds, saying she’s in shock because she’s experiencing the exact same things. But she didn’t know... I am delving into this so deeply. My task is to open people’s eyes to all of this, to provide some clarity through the book. And she... She says, “Of course, prayers help me. But I still don’t know what’s happening in the world. I thought something was wrong with me. That it was some psychological crisis, some darkness, and I kept asking why.” She says, “I try to resist it with prayers, but I can’t understand with my mind why this is happening.” And here I am, providing her with an explanation of what’s happening. That it’s not only happening to her, and how it works. That these dark thoughts, desires, and feelings she’s been experiencing are not hers. And she says, “I understood that, but you start to lose that control, that boundary of whether it’s yours or not.” And she says: