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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 2:38 pm
It’s interesting that a year ago, when I was working on the first volume of “Alternative History”, on the ending, about a month before finishing the book, which was August 30, I had an epiphany. And about a month before that, just like now, I began to recall my entire conscious life, at least the last 10-15 years. I recalled which personalities had awakened within me. I first drew one line and marked the years when I was creative and heartfelt. Then I drew a separate parallel line where I marked when I was materialistic, immersed in the world of the mind. And then I drew yet another line and highlighted the years when I was specifically involved with “Alternative History” throughout my life. At that time, a year ago, I realized that when I was writing all my materialistic intellectual books, there was one person within me. Then this person would turn off, and another person would awaken. The heart-centered person would emerge. This person wrote completely different books. Besides this, there was a third persona, which I began to call “in the Spirit”, involving mystical experiences, miracles, messengers, all related to enigmas and classical music. It was like a separate part of me. I often entered into this state, or rather, it would awaken within me. So, I figured all this out at that time and essentially came to understand what the Trinity is. What the Spirit is and what the Trinity is, I unraveled this in the first volume of “Alternative History.” Curiously, this is how my first volume ends.
And today, I can look at this in even more detail. It turns out that when I was with the heart, I was, in fact, “in heaven.” All my books and chapters, my addresses were to the people, the inhabitants of “heaven.” Then, when I was “on earth”, at that time I expressed it with the term “in society”, but by society, I meant the material world, not the evil spirit or serpent. I meant the good material world, but still material. And when I was “on earth”, I spoke to people in their language, connecting to their Wi-Fi source “earth.” I wrote books for people of the mind. And when I ventured beyond the human world, into something otherworldly, that was when this journey occurred, all this mysticism, from which I wrote that I gather all the information and that this force guides me. And that’s all “Alternative History”, this novel of mine. So, it turns out that the world of the heart is the world of heaven, which is the book “Three Paradoxes of a Creative Person” that I wrote. The world of the mind is the world of earth, which is all my treatises. There is also, it turns out, a world beneath the earth, which, of course, I didn’t need to document or share with people. So that world was not connected; it’s the third world – the world beneath the earth.
And today, I can look at this in even more detail. It turns out that when I was with the heart, I was, in fact, “in heaven.” All my books and chapters, my addresses were to the people, the inhabitants of “heaven.” Then, when I was “on earth”, at that time I expressed it with the term “in society”, but by society, I meant the material world, not the evil spirit or serpent. I meant the good material world, but still material. And when I was “on earth”, I spoke to people in their language, connecting to their Wi-Fi source “earth.” I wrote books for people of the mind. And when I ventured beyond the human world, into something otherworldly, that was when this journey occurred, all this mysticism, from which I wrote that I gather all the information and that this force guides me. And that’s all “Alternative History”, this novel of mine. So, it turns out that the world of the heart is the world of heaven, which is the book “Three Paradoxes of a Creative Person” that I wrote. The world of the mind is the world of earth, which is all my treatises. There is also, it turns out, a world beneath the earth, which, of course, I didn’t need to document or share with people. So that world was not connected; it’s the third world – the world beneath the earth.