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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2023 10:17 am
with a ray of direct energy. And then, the next time, I came there with my mind and collected crystals that I did not feel. But later, I started to feel them. These stones also have energy radiating from them, but it is just different. And I also found a stone that takes energy away. Are you with me? Why don’t you feel it at first? Because you are expecting something familiar. It is the same with places of power. Some place of power you felt very powerfully, and you are expecting to feel the same next time. And everything weaker is no longer interesting to you; you only want the same strength or stronger. This is a problem of the mind. This is bad. You must understand that the sensations can be completely different. Maybe in one place of power, you felt your head buzzing, and in another place of power, you didn’t feel anything at all, or so you thought. Maybe your legs started to go numb, but you didn’t attach any importance to it because you were waiting for the feeling in your head, you know? I went through all these places with my assistant. It was nice since he is not materialistic, not of the mind. He feels everything; he is sensitive like me. He does not need to do any techniques or psychological tricks to turn off the mind to abstract from people, from noise, from the street, to get distracted from fear to start feeling this church and this energy. It turns out my assistant is just like me, standing with his eyes open, immediately connected. And because we are both like that, there is some kind of reaction, simply from the fact that we are standing there. I mean, you don’t even have to try.
While I was in the car and in this state of being, I also listened to classical music. It was as if I was in a world where everything was very slow and calm. You look out the window, and there is some kind of hell going on. Because it was a weekend and there were a lot of people, all with bottles in their hands and cigarettes. A lot of people and noise and dirt, and I’m slowly driving behind the glass and watching all this. Very slow. A similar situation was shown very well in the movie “The Matrix.” When Neo was driving in a car, looking out the window, and said, “Oh, I used to eat pizza here; pizza is delicious here”. As if he was already looking at this society from the outside. I mean, I had the same feeling. After that, I understood that it is very necessary to combine the spiritual with the material correctly. I understood that sitting at home alone when you are feeling high on energy is not necessary. You need to communicate with someone.
While I was in the car and in this state of being, I also listened to classical music. It was as if I was in a world where everything was very slow and calm. You look out the window, and there is some kind of hell going on. Because it was a weekend and there were a lot of people, all with bottles in their hands and cigarettes. A lot of people and noise and dirt, and I’m slowly driving behind the glass and watching all this. Very slow. A similar situation was shown very well in the movie “The Matrix.” When Neo was driving in a car, looking out the window, and said, “Oh, I used to eat pizza here; pizza is delicious here”. As if he was already looking at this society from the outside. I mean, I had the same feeling. After that, I understood that it is very necessary to combine the spiritual with the material correctly. I understood that sitting at home alone when you are feeling high on energy is not necessary. You need to communicate with someone.