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like a superhero, but as I noticed at the time, this dark force punishes only those who deserve it. I hadn’t realized before that movies about dark heroes don’t harm good people but actually punish only those who deserve punishment. It was also unusual that I remembered music from that time. Naturally, it was music like Marilyn Manson. The music wasn’t only rock but could also be electronic, similar to The Prodigy, as well as alternative and rock – different genres. When I was compiling this snapshot of that world back on October 13, 2023, I saw a world similar to how it is portrayed in “The Matrix” and many other films before, where nightclubs are shown. “The Matrix” also shows this. The music playing was something like Rob Zombie, as an example. And everyone was dressed in leather. Some might be wearing a leather jacket made of python or crocodile. Maybe oval, demonic sunglasses. Like in the movie “Face/Off” with Nicolas Cage, they show his friends sitting in the apartment. If you pay attention to how they’re dressed, they always wear such clothing – natural fur coats, furs, some silk shirts, rings. And they are very stylishly dressed. When they show brutal films, like “Swordfish”, they also show the villains dressed this way. In “The Matrix”, too, they are dressed like that. And the music they play isn’t only rock but also electronic, similar to The Prodigy. There are also films with great soundtracks, like the movie with Milla Jovovich, “Resident Evil”, “The Umbrella Corporation” – all of that is shown there. Then there’s the 90s movie “Blade” and the soundtrack from the video game and film “Max Payne.” Films like “Van Helsing.” There are quite a few films, actually. I made a list of all this music and all these films back then, but I didn’t know if I should develop it further, whether it was worth publishing in the book to share. And what was so surprising was that, at the time, I felt an inner sense that this was some kind of divine force. It’s like when I was finishing the first volume of “Alternative History” on August 30, 2023, I felt an incredible power, and as I called it then, I was “in the Spirit.” The air in the apartment became so thick, like gel. And if there was food or drink nearby, it all felt irradiated, as if it had been blessed. I didn’t do anything to cause this. And then I realized that I was in this state, in the Spirit. But on October 13, 2023, I experienced the same thing, but with a slightly darker shade. But it felt almost the same. The first thing I sensed in that state on October 13, 2023 – the first feeling I experienced – was fearlessness. A crazy level of fearlessness. I called Big Alexander and started describing it to him, and he said it was the Spirit of Justice. And that it was “wow”, very serious, and that I needed to record and remember this because it was a very powerful