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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2023 10:18 am
We went to a restaurant, and everything was very unusual, like a dream. Everything that we did visiting places of power felt like a dream. Very unusual. Very cool. What did it give me? I don’t know. I don’t know what it did. That is, in the sense that when you pass a place of power, a series of events can begin on this day or the next day. That is, you wake up, but you are somehow different. This is also shown very well in “The Matrix” when, at the beginning of the movie, Neo says that there is such a feeling when you are awake, but you seem to be sleeping, and you don’t understand whether it is a dream or reality. And it’s the same here. I don’t understand if that was a dream, and now it’s reality, or that was reality, and now it’s a dream. A very unusual condition. It doesn’t matter how cosmically open I am or how much I control my attention; it is still a fine line, like a hair that is connected to each of my employees.
And after visiting these places of power, I disconnected from everyone. It’s like I’m out of everyone’s head. It’s like I’ve disappeared – that’s cool. This is a similar state experienced by people when they jump into the ice-hole in the river. It’s like you are reborn. I will describe the sequence of events.
After places of power, you perceive the city, your apartment, and yourself somehow differently. It sounds funny, but yesterday, when I touched my arm and leg, I was simply touching my arm and leg. But today, I am interested in the density and composition, and I notice how rubbery skin is. It feels like I’m some kind of drug addict. Imagine, everything is like this for real.
And another funny thing I noticed is that even before places of power. I was sitting at the table with my assistant, and it felt like our table was illuminated from above by a pillar of energy like a laser. Like a billion grains of sand. And when we got into the car, it felt as if this pillar of energy was right above the car, too. And the car seemed to be illuminated with such an incomprehensible light. And it’s the same in the apartment. If you looked from a satellite, you would see a beam of light shining down onto the apartment at that point in the house where I am now. This is what it felt like yesterday. It’s all very unusual.
And after visiting these places of power, I disconnected from everyone. It’s like I’m out of everyone’s head. It’s like I’ve disappeared – that’s cool. This is a similar state experienced by people when they jump into the ice-hole in the river. It’s like you are reborn. I will describe the sequence of events.
After places of power, you perceive the city, your apartment, and yourself somehow differently. It sounds funny, but yesterday, when I touched my arm and leg, I was simply touching my arm and leg. But today, I am interested in the density and composition, and I notice how rubbery skin is. It feels like I’m some kind of drug addict. Imagine, everything is like this for real.
And another funny thing I noticed is that even before places of power. I was sitting at the table with my assistant, and it felt like our table was illuminated from above by a pillar of energy like a laser. Like a billion grains of sand. And when we got into the car, it felt as if this pillar of energy was right above the car, too. And the car seemed to be illuminated with such an incomprehensible light. And it’s the same in the apartment. If you looked from a satellite, you would see a beam of light shining down onto the apartment at that point in the house where I am now. This is what it felt like yesterday. It’s all very unusual.