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[Alexandr Korol]

those of a different rank, don’t fear any dark forces, and they don’t see devils around them. Devils only appear to those who lie a lot, commit crimes, and sin, who end up in the dark realm. Those are the people who fear these devils and keep imagining them everywhere. That’s how I see it.
And what’s most interesting is that I’ve been studying Greek mythology lately, and I just recently read about the labors of Hercules. I compared it to the fact that he had 12 labors in order to become a God, and that these labors were not physical in reality but were a sacred language. When he defeated some beast or lion, he was actually taming certain qualities within himself, human weaknesses, to temper his strength, to become emotionally stable, and so on. And there’s a story about how he once descended into the underworld to complete one of his tasks. That’s also fascinating, because he was the son of Zeus, and he went through this initiation. I told Big Alexander:

– I’m going through the same initiation right now.
– Yes. But do you understand that this is the final step?

Big Alexander emphasized that it seems like this is what the main God, the one who is above all, is hiding behind. To reach Him, you must go through this. And it’s like the final stage of initiation, the last step I need to decode. In other words, it’s about going through this illusion without fear. Many stop there because they fear it, thinking it’s darkness. But you have to approach it with wisdom – love for wisdom. I hadn’t realized before that understanding the Spirit of Justice was the final step. I always saw it as if the final stage involved the three deities – heaven, earth, and the underworld. I often felt that while I was learning to become the fourth God, I would shift between being the first, the second, the third, and then the fourth. From the first to the second, then to the third, and finally to the fourth. And I was being tossed around like this to help me break free from these three Gods and move toward the fourth. Then again, from the fourth level, the fourth dimension, I return to one of these three Gods, learn something new, and once I decode that, I free myself from it again and return to the fourth dimension. And so, I free myself, and once I fully understand these three Gods, I will enter the fourth dimension for good. Big Alexander said that this third God, the God of the underworld, the God of justice, is the final step. He emphasized that this is truly the last step. He said that after this, I will become the fourth God, but it’s not the end. I will enter that fourth dimension,