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realm. Aries, Taurus, Leo, and Capricorn – probably earth, symbolized by the cube. Virgo, Sagittarius, Aquarius, and Gemini – the heavens, symbolized by air. And the fourth one – Libra. It’s as if there’s only one remaining sign, and that’s it. It’s as if there are no more signs, just one sign left. Everything is balanced. It’s as if all these people lived in the three worlds to eventually find balance in everything. It’s really fascinating. And Libra, if you look it up on Wikipedia, you’ll see it tied to the concept of justice, which we were just discussing. Further down the line lies the solution to everything, and you’ll see that justice is symbolized by the scales, which is also quite intriguing. That’s why I associated Libra with balance. It’s like the fourth dimension, and its element, representing the main God over the three Gods, is Fire, symbolized by the triangle. I also noted the icon of the Transfiguration of the Lord, which is essentially the icosahedron I created for my matrix. So, that’s pretty much everything I’ve recorded. And I realize that I need to figure out how to draw many lines in my matrix without getting lost, so I can rotate it and discover all the aspects of the yantras that are found in Hinduism.
And if we talk about plans, it’s funny – how can you even plan anything? What plan? If we are talking about a plan, then I need to edit and complete 400 pages of this fourth volume of “Alternative History.” As for what I’m talking about right now, maybe this is the prelude to the end of the fourth volume. Maybe it will end here, or maybe something else will happen. I don’t know. Perhaps today I need to continue deciphering the Matrix and not only make the icosahedron, but also construct a dodecahedron. Maybe. Or maybe I should sit down and start editing the book, I don’t know. Perhaps it’s just time to take a break. As Big Alexander has always said, it’s important to rest and disconnect afterward, that the Spirit comes and then leaves on purpose, so I don’t burn out. And I fully understand this. My teachers are these four Spirits that come. They bring certain percentages of something, and those percentages awaken and unfold within me. But a week ago, Big Alexander told me, “Alex, you understand that we have long known and understood all of this.” Everything I’m revealing right now isn’t being revealed for me; it’s all being done for people. For me, all of this has long been known and understood. And that I’m simply revealing this, and all of it is not for myself. I’m not developing for myself. This is not my way of growth. It’s all entirely meant to guide humanity toward it. That’s why I, and he, came. That’s what he said. Only for this. We didn’t come here to live.
And if we talk about plans, it’s funny – how can you even plan anything? What plan? If we are talking about a plan, then I need to edit and complete 400 pages of this fourth volume of “Alternative History.” As for what I’m talking about right now, maybe this is the prelude to the end of the fourth volume. Maybe it will end here, or maybe something else will happen. I don’t know. Perhaps today I need to continue deciphering the Matrix and not only make the icosahedron, but also construct a dodecahedron. Maybe. Or maybe I should sit down and start editing the book, I don’t know. Perhaps it’s just time to take a break. As Big Alexander has always said, it’s important to rest and disconnect afterward, that the Spirit comes and then leaves on purpose, so I don’t burn out. And I fully understand this. My teachers are these four Spirits that come. They bring certain percentages of something, and those percentages awaken and unfold within me. But a week ago, Big Alexander told me, “Alex, you understand that we have long known and understood all of this.” Everything I’m revealing right now isn’t being revealed for me; it’s all being done for people. For me, all of this has long been known and understood. And that I’m simply revealing this, and all of it is not for myself. I’m not developing for myself. This is not my way of growth. It’s all entirely meant to guide humanity toward it. That’s why I, and he, came. That’s what he said. Only for this. We didn’t come here to live.