why I cannot sleep and why I feel so unusually, but in a good way. Something has happened with my body – it’s as if I am purely consciousness, crystal-clear. My attention is heightened, so sharp it feels, as I’ve said before, as if I am like a fly or a predator. You hear everything, see everything in 360 degrees. It’s like in the movies, as I’ve compared before, like “The Equalizer” or “The Bourne Identity.” It’s as though you’re sitting there, seeing everything from the back of your head, fully present. You cannot experience laziness, fatigue, doubt, or mood swings. You are just here and now – pure consciousness.
Now, I’ll explain something, but I’m not even at home... I was talking to Big Alexander, and he said that the information about the next Spirit being the Spirit of Death is indeed true. He said that everything the Mystic-Old-Man had told me was spot on. Then he said:
– Wow, how did you manage to connect him like that, for all this information to be confirmed through him?
– Yes, yes, this often happens, where the Spirit communicates with me, sometimes through others, and in this case, it was through him that all this information came to me.
– Everything is on point, really, no comments needed.
– I realized that the fifth volume... the fourth volume was about me completing the matrix and the icosahedron, which is the Spirit of Justice. And now, the next volume is about the dodecahedron, which represents the Spirit of Death. I must explore the afterlife, write about what it is, what awaits us after death.
– Yes, that’s right.
I can feel it – it’s as though the Spirit is speaking through Big Alexander, not just him, but the system communicating through him. He told me:
– Death comes to us first, a year before, to warn us. Then a month, then a week, and then a day. And personally accompanies us to sit down at a desk and take the seven-colored rainbow exam.
Or as he called it, “the star bridge” or something like that. And then he said:
– Yes, some people go to heaven, some to hell, but you won’t be going to heaven to rest.”