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[Alexandr Korol]

and she’s surrounded by this beast. But it’s like not the end, but the end of the old, and something new will follow. Because even Big Alexander last time told me that I would keep writing books, but they would be different. He specifically pointed this out, meaning it won’t be “Alternative History” anymore. So “Alternative History” is like everything on this side, on the side of humans, and when this transition happens, when something occurs in the world, when this new era, this new multiverse with a good plot – not a scary one, but a good one – starts, it feels like I will continue writing. Because I need to write further about what should be in this new era. It’s as if I will be given this information once everything happens. It’s like there’s a peak, and when the new era begins, when this new fourth dimension starts, there will be other books, with information that’s not like what was, but what will be. Although it’s already somewhat traceable here in “Alternative History,” but right now, I’ve stopped right at this point. It feels like now I need to sit down with the Bible, and I might sit before bed, reading the Book of Revelation again, see where the system points my attention, what it highlights for me, and I will decipher it. I’ll also be looking for films about prophecies, specifically for this time – biblical prophecy: what these plagues are, the ten plagues of Egypt, what happens when something old collapses, and something new starts, as if everything is focused on this.
It’s also interesting that... I feel like there’s a paradox here, that... So, it’s clear that the system has adjusted me well, and I don’t expect anything. I’ll say this: I’m even afraid to expect or plan anything, so I don’t get a blow to the head. I hope you also take this into account – better not to plan or expect anything. The main task here is to live your life, that’s it. You all have your own everyday lives, I have mine, and it’s better not to stir things up. And as I sometimes say to acquaintances, I’ll put it this way – acquaintances are people who don’t know me as Alexandr Korol very well – I’ve always tried to explain my behavior to them, and in recent years, everyone is surprised why I don’t leave the house. I explain that five years ago, I used to leave, but now it’s just a different time: now is not the time to have fun or gather social experience. But it’s not like I’m waiting for anything, because expectation is a terrible feeling. No, it’s just like it’s not about enduring now so you can have fun later: wait for something, then you’ll have fun, like before – no, it will never be like before. The moment here is about a proper new way of life, a more modest, family-oriented one, with a small circle