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[Alexandr Korol]

“Alternative History”, when I deciphered the matrix in November 2023, I published it. And from November onward – just like how September now feels like a transition – November was also a transition. In November, I went through a difficult adjustment, shifting from one world to another, almost as if I was switching from one personality to another. It really felt like a transformation. Like I was being converted, like a file, into another world, and naturally, I became someone else myself – I entered the world of earth. I had been in the world of the sky, and then I ended up in the world of earth. It all began in November, then December, January, and February – I was in the world of earth. Then, with a gradual shift in March and April, I was once again in a different world. I still can’t fully distinguish how exactly I switch between these worlds, which specific ones they are – it’s still difficult to differentiate. I don’t know exactly how the underworld differs from the world of earth or how the world of earth differs from the spiritual world, meaning the sky. I know some things, but not everything – it’s very hard to distinguish. Very difficult. On a primitive level, it’s easier for anyone, including me, to simply differentiate between whether there is “cosmos” or there isn’t. “Cosmos” is when you’re fully in the flow – you see signs, experience magic, hear the voice, feel the energy. Either you have this or you don’t. When you have it, you assume you’re in spirituality. When you don’t, you think spirituality has ended, and you’ve become purely material. But in reality, there aren’t just two worlds – there are three, maybe even four. And which one is which isn’t entirely clear. These nuances need to be observed carefully. Right now, I know for sure that I am in the world of earth. And a year ago, when I finished the first and second volumes, I was also in the world of earth – when I traveled to the United States for New Year’s and Christmas, I was in the world of earth. That was also when the Messenger came to me. The Messenger appears in the world of earth. In the world of earth, you don’t hear the voice, and the Messenger arrives instead. Maybe she will come to me again while I remain in this world. What’s interesting is that when you’re in this world of earth, your thoughts about people change – you remember completely different people than you would in another state. It’s as if an entirely different set of people start thinking about you and remembering you. You are truly in another world, even though everything physically remains the same – you’re in the same apartment, with the same hairstyle – but you are completely different.