Alexandr Korol

“Let them all be there, I’m curious.” I want to observe people, talk to them, and I’m open to interactions. My friends might say, “Alex, sorry, I’m not alone,” expecting me to decline. But I respond, “No, no, that’s fine, let’s meet,” and they’re shocked: “What’s happened to Alexandr?” Also, when I’m in the material cycle, I don’t mind doing physical tasks. I might exercise in the morning, make my own breakfast, take out the trash, go buy groceries – these rhythms feel natural. But when I’m in the spiritual cycle, these routines feel overwhelming, like they dull my awareness. That’s why, when I’m in a spiritual phase, I minimize unnecessary actions. In the social- material cycle, I do the opposite – I actively engage. Another key sign: when I’m spiritual, I absolutely won’t listen to music or watch a movie someone else recommends. Not a chance. Because I have the Spirit, I have my own sense of the system guiding me, highlighting exactly what I need to do. And I feel like I’m always alone with God, with nature – that’s the essence of spirituality. When I’m in the Spirit, I fear missing even a day or an hour, in case there’s a sign from above. But when I’m in the material phase, that fear disappears. I don’t worry about missing anything, and if someone recommends a show, I might say, “Oh yeah? Maybe I’ll watch it tonight before bed.” There’s no hesitation. What else? When I’m in the material cycle, I crave an active rhythm, intense mental engagement, and structured thinking. I want logic, organization, and control over everything happening on my farm – overseeing all employees, all projects. It doesn’t feel overwhelming; it actually energizes me, sharpens my focus. In the material cycle, I don’t mind interacting with people, visiting a museum, going to the market, or just going out somewhere. But when I’m spiritual, I want none of that. My small room is enough, and I’m happy there. These are just small observations I’m writing to you. But here’s the paradox I want you to take note of: this constant transition – from spiritual to material and back again. Where am I leading you with this? It shows that people lack balance. When they enter a spiritual phase, instead of integrating it into their lives with responsibility, they abandon work, ignore commitments, and float in the clouds, completely surrendering to their emotions. They stop controlling what should still be managed – where it’s okay to take a step back and reflect versus where discipline and action are still required. And when they enter a material phase, instead of simply engaging in productive, grounded activities, they fall