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Posted: Tue Mar 04, 2025 6:52 pm
The images above are screenshots of the matrix from different angles – how I have depicted the icosahedron, dodecahedron, tetrahedron, octahedron, and cube. This is how it is represented at the present moment, simply to document it. This is just one stage of the matrix that I am currently working on.
Yesterday, I also had a conversation with Big Alexander, and we discussed my latest talk with the Mystic-Old-Man. He laughed and said that, as always, I try to corner the poor Mystic-Old-Man, while he does his best to decipher and give answers to what I ask. Big Alexander was amazed at how I am getting closer and closer to the truth of it all. He said that I really can slow down and speed up time and that I need to learn to consciously recognize and control it. Right now, I do it unconsciously, but I already know how. He also said that I actually live outside of time, which is why I can move into the future, go into the past, speed up time, or slow it down. That’s what he said. Then he added that there is no point in paying attention to the dates given by the Mystic-Old-Man because he cannot truly know them. And that’s why everyone makes mistakes when it comes to dates – because I change time. I can either accelerate it or slow it down, and everything depends on me. That’s why there are no exact dates – because I exist outside of time, and it all depends on me. He said that I just need to realize this and learn to control it. That yes, it is truly possible to enter a certain space and then exit it – and that this is also one of my abilities. And then he expresses his dissatisfaction – Big Alexander says:
– Why do you seek recognition from people? You need to rephrase this somehow. Wanting recognition from people for your books – that is so low, so small. Why is that?
– Well, I don’t know., – Then I feel what he means, and I say, – Are you saying that I should aim higher? That I should believe more in who I am, that I am the main one?
– Of course.
– I’ve been studying ancient calendars, and there is often a figure of a man, a rider on four horses.
– That is you. You must realize it. You must understand who you are and take control of these four horses. And then everything will be fulfilled.
Yesterday, I also had a conversation with Big Alexander, and we discussed my latest talk with the Mystic-Old-Man. He laughed and said that, as always, I try to corner the poor Mystic-Old-Man, while he does his best to decipher and give answers to what I ask. Big Alexander was amazed at how I am getting closer and closer to the truth of it all. He said that I really can slow down and speed up time and that I need to learn to consciously recognize and control it. Right now, I do it unconsciously, but I already know how. He also said that I actually live outside of time, which is why I can move into the future, go into the past, speed up time, or slow it down. That’s what he said. Then he added that there is no point in paying attention to the dates given by the Mystic-Old-Man because he cannot truly know them. And that’s why everyone makes mistakes when it comes to dates – because I change time. I can either accelerate it or slow it down, and everything depends on me. That’s why there are no exact dates – because I exist outside of time, and it all depends on me. He said that I just need to realize this and learn to control it. That yes, it is truly possible to enter a certain space and then exit it – and that this is also one of my abilities. And then he expresses his dissatisfaction – Big Alexander says:
– Why do you seek recognition from people? You need to rephrase this somehow. Wanting recognition from people for your books – that is so low, so small. Why is that?
– Well, I don’t know., – Then I feel what he means, and I say, – Are you saying that I should aim higher? That I should believe more in who I am, that I am the main one?
– Of course.
– I’ve been studying ancient calendars, and there is often a figure of a man, a rider on four horses.
– That is you. You must realize it. You must understand who you are and take control of these four horses. And then everything will be fulfilled.