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[Alexandr Korol]

a lazy vegetable.” Do you understand? Well, here we go again. Since this morning... And to make it clear, I am the embodiment of the entire system, which consists of all these worlds. And that means I know what the system wants because the system speaks through me. And what does the system immediately feel? Again, anger. It feels terrible anger toward all people. I’m not talking about readers, but about the world in general, because the mood is shifting again, and people are turning into fools once more. Why do you let it get to this point? You could just... Pay attention to this: you become bad, unconscious, sinful, reckless, irresponsible, shameless people only under sweet conditions. Pay attention to that – under the sweet conditions you always desire, you turn into scoundrels. Take note of this. You are incapable of living in paradise. You are incapable of even living in a material world because as soon as you fall under its influence, you can’t remain a normal, conscious person, you don’t take responsibility for your actions, you turn into some kind of autopilot bot, some kind of robot, a fool, completely unaware of yourself. You should be writing a journal every day and keeping track of what you were like a week ago, what you were like a month ago, how you felt then and how you feel now. You should be keeping track of your actions – how you open a door handle, where you put things, how much time has passed since you did something. But instead, you’re just in some kind of fog. Just dumb, glassy eyes again.