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[Alexandr Korol]

me, saying the book is terrible. Then another six months pass, and they come back in tears, apologizing, saying, “Forgive me, I don’t know what came over me,” and then, soon after, they turn into a scumbag again. What’s wrong with you? At least for me, all of this happens at a leadership level. When these shifts occur within me, my path remains the same – I don’t deviate, it doesn’t change. My development continues as it was: if it’s material, it develops materially; if it’s spiritual, it develops spiritually; if I end up in the dark kingdom, I just become a little more cautious. That’s a wise, mature approach. That’s how you stay at the top. How about you? You end up in paradise – drop everything, quit your job, abandon everyone, send everyone away, stop caring about anything, you don’t need anyone, you’re happy. Then that happiness switches off because the season changes, and you immediately crawl back to everyone, apologizing, start thinking about work, begin working, become materialistic, shove all spirituality aside because your heart is temporarily closed. Then another season change. And when you end up in the dark kingdom, it’s terrifying because in the dark kingdom, none of you stand for justice – you either fall into darkness or into sins and temptations. So where is this golden mean? When are you finally going to learn to maintain balance? But you don’t maintain it. I feel it immediately. Understand, I don’t just control all these worlds and myself within them – I also control what nature does through me. I can either let it pass through me or not allow it. And today, I saw how nature wanted to frighten everyone with divine wrath, and I thought, “Maybe it’s not necessary?” And nature said, “It is.” “Come on,” I said, “Forget them.” And nature answered, “Now is the time to punish them all.” And I understand that if it doesn’t manifest through me right now, it will start manifesting through something else. Justice will immediately inhabit not me here, but your surroundings. And then it will begin... Remember this: right now, I have given you the chance to avoid it, but next time, the system will not speak through me. Because I will mute the sound within myself. And then it will speak to you in other ways. So, guys... You don’t even realize – put yourselves in my place. You’re afraid of taking on some responsibility, but do you have any idea what kind of responsibility I carry? Do you even understand this? And yet, you still act out of weakness, doing only what you like: sleeping as much as you want because it feels right, eating as much as you want, listening to songs you enjoy instead of the ones you should be listening to,