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[Alexandr Korol]

And Big Alexander really did say that people would keep getting hit by this darkness. And how does it work? It’s a distorted, inverted version of whatever you’re involved with in daily life. So, if I had been at home alone meditating as usual, reading a book, I might not have even noticed these illusions of fear – this actual illusion of fear and attack. Because through whom? Through what? Maybe through a film, maybe I’d start getting scared of something through movies. But when you’re fully immersed in people, the more you’re engaged in society... And in my case, I had a guide with me, then these merchants, then this hotel situation. And all of that turned into this world of the underworld, which is exactly why we were all arguing. It’s insane. And I sincerely... I mean, I feel ashamed, I apologize to these people, but on the other hand, later, just like me, they will smile, they will laugh when I finally become who I am meant to be, when this whole exam is over, and everyone realizes that it was an exam. But for now, they don’t know that I am the future enlightened Buddha, so for them, it just looks like some hysterical guy who scolded everyone, punished them, and now they’re all sitting terrified in corners – this is how it looks right now. And I feel ashamed. But on the other hand, this is a real adventure, and it comes from God, and I must describe it in my book. I have to take all these hits on myself like a punching bag, endure them, and document everything, because this is a story. This is an important story that I am living and experiencing firsthand, that I must describe for people, because people will walk these same steps, this same path. I believe that many people also fall into this illusion cyclically, at certain times – some for a long time, some for a short time. In my case, you see, ever since my vacation trip began, every three days have been different. And again, notice that this lasted for three days: the 30th, the 31st, and the 1st. Three days. What is this? And every three days, a new angle of perception of reality begins: sometimes material, sometimes spiritual, sometimes a whole range of dimensions, and then, as you see, something dark like this. And maybe it’s not a coincidence that Dante described the nine circles of hell, because I’ll tell you this – this was definitely another circle of hell. But you see, how do I perceive it? Well, I’m not ready yet. Imagine if any president of any country... Because I still believe that people who hold a high status, most of them – of course, there’s a lot of fake ones now – but most people who hold a high status or a significant position, it’s not just because they’re cunning or quick-witted,