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[Alexandr Korol]

On the other hand, it’s great because it’s a sign of something – that I’m already on some kind of... on the final stretch. Closer to the end. The most important thing is that I came out of the influence. Because seriously, while you’re under that influence, everything feels scary. Everything becomes frightening. And then, it all depends on the level of your own distortion. That is, for those with a weaker psyche, for those who have a lot of skeletons in their closet, so to speak, all of this will surface. I think there’s also this moment that all your demons, fears, and any mistakes you’ve made can emerge magnified a thousand times, and you might not even be able to handle it. Because I’ll say this – it wasn’t in a format where I was sitting there thinking, “Oh! I’m taking a test, I’m in the underworld, the dark force is messing with my head, well, okay, let me try to figure it out.” No, it was like I didn’t remember for three days that I was Alexandr Korol, that I was just a victim, that it was a total emergency, that I was being attacked, and that everything was over, that I was done for – that’s how it was. 100% real. It wasn’t some virtual helmet experience or a game in virtual reality. This wasn’t a joke. This was real life, a nightmare – physically. Just like when you have nightmares in your sleep, imagine that happening physically. That’s what it was like. But of course, it toughens you up. Afterward, when you come out of it – like I did – you think, “Wow, now nothing scares me.” Seriously, it actually leaves an imprint, a lasting effect that is positive, not negative. When you realize what it was, when you overcome it, when you step out of it, you feel like you’ve become some kind of iron-clad Hercules in steel underwear, ready to fight any evil spirits. That’s the feeling afterward. So the aftertaste is actually good. Instead of fear, it’s as if you’ve gained even more unshakable faith, an even more resilient psyche. But when you look back at yourself over the past three days, you think, “What a nightmare, what a disgrace.” That’s my story. The New Year of 2025. That’s how I entered 2025. I hope I don’t spend the year the way I started it. That’s why I began this story by saying I’m surprised why Mystic-Old-Man and Alexander keep saying that 2025 will be some kind of kind and magical year. Because I’ve just gone through a total nightmare in 2025. Maybe they meant that I would soon come out of this influence, and that’s why miracles will begin – because I’ll become enlightened, because this is happening right before enlightenment. Well, maybe. Maybe that’s how it is.