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[Alexandr Korol]

If I am already 93% enlightened, I still need to comprehend the remaining 7% – which, as it turns out, is precisely the darkness. Well, not the darkness itself, but all of this: death, the Spirit of Death, fears – all of it. Well, we’ll see how long this will last. It seems to me that this will all unfold either until summer, and by summer, I will already enter enlightenment and start writing new books, or it will continue into autumn – meaning I will only be fully liberated by autumn and then... Well, let’s say, freed from this influence entirely, completely enlightened. So maybe, indeed, enlightenment will come either in the summer or in autumn, on my birthday. If enlightenment happens this year, then it makes sense why they say the year will be difficult – because how does it work? If I defeat darkness, then it will be defeated in many places, in people, everywhere, right? That is, I am a kind of pioneer, a small embodiment, a single character who represents all people, or at least some part of them. That’s how all of this is structured. And truly, I feel it... It’s very well described in the story of Buddha, this transformation that is happening. It feels like a synchronization is taking place – between me and nature, and nature with me. And as I used to write before, it’s as if the system, this evil “agent smith,” has been trying to destroy me since childhood. The attacks on me were so intense, and people didn’t understand: “If you are so light and spiritual, why are demons attacking you?” But now it’s clear – if you are dark, demons don’t even attack you. But when you challenge them, when you walk toward enlightenment, then demons attack you with all their might, at every level, to an insane degree. That’s why demons have been attacking me my entire life. I have to defeat them. So what does this mean? It’s some kind of refining process, meaning I still have reactions to them, and only when I completely stop reacting to them, I will be fully refined and will simply stop seeing them, even though they will still be there. I was reacting, which means I am still weak in darkness, I haven’t fully understood the world of darkness. I need to be in darkness... Just as in the world of the sky, the earth, and the underworld, there are countless multiverses where people sink – sink into them with their consciousness, living in these illusory worlds like in a dream. And for each person, their own fate, karma, and all of that. And in the underworld, it’s the same. But I must remain an observer in all these worlds, no matter which one I enter. I have always compared the world of the sky to Heaven and Hell, seriously.