be unnoticed, so there’s no need to be afraid. Oh, and I asked him a question about housing. I say:
– The Spirit showed me that, indeed, somewhere in a house or in the countryside, on a large plot of land, I will be when I’m older... Older, not now. But right now, I’m supposed to be in an apartment. Here’s the question. Right now, it’s January, the last month, like a transition from the material to the spiritual, writing books, and so on. Well, not exactly to the spiritual, but the point is that the vacation is almost over. There’s an option, because there’s an option to buy an apartment either here or there or there. But the point is that I need to buy my own apartment to close myself off there and, let’s say, become enlightened there. It feels like I need this nest, and I feel that it should be something special, my own.
– Yes, yes, yes.
– Well, wait, there’s another apartment I’m renting. I’ve written five volumes in it.
– Oh, well...
– Maybe I should finish writing in it?
– Well, probably, since you’ve already written all the volumes of “Alternative History” there.
– But there are signs everywhere telling me to move out. I don’t even have things here anymore. I’ve moved everything out. And there’s mold all over the apartment. I’m really living in mold and dampness, and I don’t want to live here at all, I’m sick because of it. It’s very noticeable now. When I was traveling, coming and going, I noticed that when I stayed in houses or hotels, I felt fine, but when I came back to the apartment, I felt bad.
– Then move out. Then definitely, – and he saw something, he says, – Yes. You need your own apartment, the place where you will create this space, from where you will start broadcasting, shooting YouTube videos. And you’ll do everything for yourself, gather all your artifacts there.
– Yes.
– Yes. Then buy the apartment. And what about the money?
– It’s not about the money. The thing is, I haven’t really been involved in anything material for a long time, that would motivate me at all.
– Exactly.