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[Alexandr Korol]

So, it turns out I just spoke with Mystic-Old-Man. A funny story. I never call Mystic-Old-Man when I’m not in the Spirit, I don’t like it – let’s put it that way – because it would just be an ordinary human, material, everyday conversation. I felt that by the evening I was already out of the Spirit, switched to daily life, doing a lot of work. And yet this force that rules everything was hammering into my head that I should ask him a question. Oh, no, it was like this: I had accumulated a bunch of questions about what morning, day, evening, and night are, because I’m putting everything in order to finally figure out which element, which geometric shape, what belongs where, and what the boundaries of these worlds are. That is, heaven and earth – are they two worlds? And is the underworld also two or just one? Or are they two but inverted, as I had assumed? And likewise, what exactly is death? Is it ultimately in the underworld, or is it a separate fourth? And death, is it truly not the Sun? Is it really the fourth spirit, while the Sun is the fifth? I understood that once I was in the Spirit, on some day, I would call Mystic-Old-Man and talk all of this through with him so that the Spirit would enter him, and he would reveal it to me, and it would all go into the fifth volume of the book. But then in the evening, this thought just crept into my mind, this idea that if I now gather these four elements, the fifth will be formed, and I will exit the influence of these four worlds, these four spirits, and become this fifth one. And since this is essentially just a reprogramming of information in my head, in my consciousness, it’s as if the entire reality I perceive will become completely mine. And all people, the whole world – just as we see it – but it will all exist within my mind. And this information just kept coming to me relentlessly. And imagine, suddenly, a voice tells me, “Call now.” Like, don’t wait, don’t ask, don’t prepare questions about the four spirits – just call and ask whether the world will be inside my head or not. That’s what I needed to ask about. And the voice specifically requested this from me, urging me to find out for myself, to call Mystic-Old-Man right now, even though I wasn’t in the Spirit, just to ask this one question. So, I did it. I wasn’t planning on it at all, I wasn’t going to call, I wasn’t prepared.
And so, naturally, he immediately confirms it – of course, this is the system, it’s doing all this, and through him, it confirms to me that this is exactly how it is. That when I figure it out, I will become this, and that even the world will notice, not just me. And this is probably what Big Alexander was talking about –