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[Alexandr Korol]

– What? What are you talking about?,- I asked him.
– Well, how? In Buddhism, in Hinduism, when someone is born, someone reincarnates – and the same with you, so as not to waste time.

Well, something like that. I don’t know what he meant, but of course, I will record this in the book.
I also remembered an interesting moment. I told Big Alexander that today I was working on the fifth volume, rereading everything I had written back then, deciphering in August, September, October – everything that made it into the fifth volume. And today, I came across a page where I wrote that the main God, this main Spirit, told me that in the future, I wouldn’t get irritated by anything, wouldn’t argue with anyone, that I would let go of control, that I wouldn’t need all of that. And that I was moving towards it and that soon, in the future, it would happen. And in the end, I have already realized it. Now, January 2025. The last time I faced this and truly understood it was in Nepal. When... It was as if... Well, obviously, this was done by the higher force, as if it deliberately made me super irritable, created a whole bunch of provoking situations that I fell for, and then I pulled myself out of it. And then I needed a couple more weeks to fully comprehend it all. And now, about a week ago, I finally grasped this underworld from that philosophical perspective – why it exists and why there are people- parasites, how it all works. I realized it, and that’s it, I freed myself from it. I told this today to Big Alexander, and he replied:

– Alex, now make sure to mention this everywhere in your book so that people know what path they must go through. Because it’s very important that even you went through this trial and understood it. You took a long journey to free yourself from it. And that this is a very big victory, and that all people who are quick-tempered, easily irritated, or who react sharply to things should take note that they, too, must go through this. In other words, they must free themselves from it by following your example.

But you know what’s funny? That when the main Spirit entered me in 2008, 2009, 2010, I sincerely wrote in books and said that I was almost completely without emotions, that I had absolute inner calm, no matter what happened.