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[Alexandr Korol]

Chapter 36. The Error was Found

So, I will summarize the fifth volume. Naturally, I immediately questioned the existence of the world of the sky, the world of the earth, the world of the underworld, and the world of Death – that is, four worlds. These four worlds are the moods of the Sun, meaning they are four spirits. I began to organize everything systematically, drawing and mapping it out. At first, everything seemed simple: the sky is the morning, the earth is the day, the underworld is the evening, and death is the night. The same applies to the seasons: spring is the sky, summer is the earth, autumn is the underworld, and winter, like the night, is death. I started recalling how I managed to complete the first volume of “Alternative History” in 2023, which I had been writing since 2010. It all started with me taking a segment of my life from 2006 to 2023, drawing multiple parallel lines, marking them with lines for each year, and noting which year corresponded to which world for me – as if I had many personalities. At first, I approached this in a superficial, primitive way, without depth or detail, but I relied on my feelings. Back then, I recorded all my manifestations when I was, as I called it, spiritual. Then I also marked the years and months when I was materialistic. I recorded the years that were unsuccessful for me. I also noted the years when “Alternative History” felt like a separate world, when I was in the Spirit. That was where it all began. Now, if I bring it all into complete order, it turns out that whenever something knocked me off balance, it was the underworld – disputes, justice, as if the system was testing me, or I was demanding some kind of judgment. The material world is self-explanatory. The spiritual world – I didn’t divide it back then, but at times, when I tried to categorize it, I divided spirituality into two parts: morning and evening. But now it turns out that it wasn’t morning and evening, but rather morning and night. So, there is the world of the sky – a spiritual world, filled with kind creativity, uplifting music, inspiring films, the desire to walk with a camera, travel with a dog, fly a remote-controlled plane, draw. And then there was a separate spirituality, where I completely withdrew from society, viewing the entire world from the outside as if I had become a ghost. I even described it as feeling like I was in a vacuum, unseen by anyone, completely on my own. As if I was resetting myself from all human worlds. That, it turns out, was the Spirit