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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2025 2:45 pm
Further, what I will add about fragmented souls and everything related to this is that I saw that you yourself are also fragmented, just like all your relatives — you are truly you, but all your aspects and qualities are also distributed among your family members. That’s why a brother or sister, if you have one, is always your opposite; if one is materialistic, the other is necessarily spiritual — it is always that way. Additionally, parents are not just physically divided into male and female, but as individuals, they also play different roles — one may be spiritual, another materialistic, one may be light, another dark. Let’s not forget the existence of a mirrored counterpart. The same applies to grandparents — they are all different versions of you, you are fragmented. But the same principle extends to your surroundings, meaning that even if you cut someone out of your life, light still continues to spread. So let’s take Vasya as an example, using him as an experimental character — Vasya has relatives and friends. Everything in these relatives and friends, both good and bad, how they polish him, how they criticize him, how he criticizes them, how they support him, how he supports them — all of this is actually just him interacting with himself, the manifestation of light fragmented in the matrix of the people around him. But what is interesting, and something I have observed since childhood, is that if he were to completely cut all his relatives and friends out of his life and start anew, surrounding himself with entirely different people, he would still end up in the same matrix. Because he cannot run away from himself, and everything unfolds according to the same matrix, the same light. So when he builds a new social circle — new boys, girls, aunts, uncles, and all sorts of people — some may be his driver, some a coworker, a shopkeeper, an enemy, a neighbor, but in essence, they will be the same people as before. That’s why they say, “You can’t run away from yourself.” This is another curious thing. Another interesting aspect of this matrix — how light is distributed within a family, within a social environment, among people — is that you can either be a gear in the system or its central element. If you are the main element, then everything reflects outward from you onto others. If you are just one part of a greater whole, then everything reflects onto you from a central source, and you always act as a specific manifestation of that light in a particular frequency. If, for example, you are always “violet” — speaking in terms of the seven colors — then you always serve the role of violet. And there are people who are fixed in a particular mode — some are always