Alexandr Korol

name it, couldn’t find the right words. What was it? I understood that if I lived in a system, then it wasn’t how people typically think of it — not as if God is sitting behind a computer and created this thing, like a virtual reality. It wasn’t that simple. Nor was it something else in a way that humans conventionally imagine. I began to struggle within my own mind against the imposed human associations, the incorrect use of words that prevented me from seeing things as they truly were. Inside my head, there was an intense battle, a boiling storm of thoughts. And I realized that even when I talked to my friends — when I later went to Los Angeles and shared all of this with them — I could tell, just from their questions, how difficult it was for a person to grasp what I had realized. And of course, it wasn’t just about them — it was also about me, because I couldn’t properly articulate it yet. But I started to understand that everything surrounding me — before, I might have thought that this was just the human world we live in, that it simply exists. And that, somewhere beyond, like in water on the other side, there were these so-called aliens who would come to me when the time was right. And here I begin to realize that it’s not just about them. Even the world I live in was just speaking to me — through this messenger. That this whole thing is the system, that it seems to be everywhere, in the table, in the chair, in every person. That, in fact, what was speaking to me was this world itself, as if it has a consciousness. That the world I exist in spoke to me. And that there is some force beyond our world that guides me and communicates with me. But there is also this world itself, the one I am inside, which can speak to me through anyone. And that this is an entirely separate force. And so I come to this realization and distinction — that there is the force of God, and there is the force of the Mother of God, and that these are two different intelligences, which then create a third intelligence, the Son of God. I understand — okay, trying to organize this in my mind, relying on all the ancient scriptures — God created the world. And don’t forget, at this moment, I am still in the third volume, you are in the third volume, and I will now present things exactly as I saw and perceived them at that primitive level in the third volume. That’s the level I will describe it from. Naturally, I now know much more, and things are slightly different — but that’s for later. But at that time, in that period, I saw it this way. I was trying to piece everything together, constantly drawing analogies to the Bible, to Christianity, to what is mentioned in the sacred texts.