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[Alexandr Korol]

real to you, how you will feel, how people will react to you, and how you will react to them. It doesn’t even depend on you. As I begin to realize all of this even more and find better words and examples, I understand — okay, so there is a system we live in, created by God, and it is called the Mother of God, and it operates on autopilot, fully automated. Fine. But then, there must be a God beyond that, which means there is another force, one that is above this force — the Mother of God — something otherworldly, perhaps something from the future that returns to this past and makes corrections. It feels as if there is this world, created by God, automated — the Mother of God — but still, God and even the aliens, meaning something from that future, have to return to this past, to our reality, to adjust and correct it. And only through the combined efforts of these two forces do they cultivate this new Son of God. They are raising this new Son of God. The goal is to raise a new God. This means that God Himself must move forward somewhere, and the Son of God must take His place. And then, something must happen to the Mother of God — I don’t know what exactly — but a new Mother of God must emerge. And whether we will notice this or not, whether it will be apparent, is hard to grasp with the human mind. But logically, it follows that the new Son of God must create a new system, a new world, a new Mother of God. And only once He creates it will He become God, and He will then leave, moving beyond, to the other side. It is as if He cannot remain within this new world, this new Mother of God that He has created. And from somewhere, He will continue to return over time, intervening to nurture new people together with her — people who will eventually become the next Son of God. This is how I begin to understand it at that time, trying to find the right words to express it. But the feelings from that moment were incredible — something inside me changed after these messengers, and I realized that no matter how much I believed in God, in the higher force, in aliens from somewhere out there, from the future that hasn’t yet arrived but already exists — I had always approached the world I live in with caution because this world is very dark, this Mother of God. This social world we live in is filled with chaos, darkness, crime, lawlessness, and injustice. And I feared all of it. But suddenly, I realized that this is my “mother,” and what comes from the future — that is my “father.” And I thought, “Then I’m actually in good conditions. I just need to love my “mother,” be friends with her, and she won’t harm me like she harms