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intelligences, these Spirits — without understanding that these Spirits are literally these intelligences, these systems, I would have never been able to comprehend the depth of this ancient and unique Hindu religion. Because before, it all seemed so strange to me. I even apologize in the book, admitting that in the past, I laughed at it and thought it was nonsense — millions of Gods with bizarre names, neon-colored paintings of deities, and believers who all seemed a bit odd. Of course, when I said that, I was referring to people from the post-Soviet space, right? Because, I used to think — why aren’t they Orthodox? Why do they believe in this instead? They seemed strange to me. I’m an Orthodox person — why are they getting into this? This isn’t ours, right? But then, as you see, from the perspective of a researcher, as a writer, and as someone whom nature, the system itself, has led to this, I only after writing the third volume began to truly grasp what Hinduism is — with my mouth open, eyes wide in realization. I became so deeply immersed in it that now I feel great warmth and respect for it. That’s how it happened. And I begin to see that there is a prophecy about the coming of Kalki Avatar, the one whom everyone awaits. And then Big Alexander and the Mystic-Old-Man confirm to me — or rather, the system through them confirms — that I am this Kalki Avatar. And this Kalki Avatar is someone who is supposed to come at a specific moment in time — when the world is in a state of complete disorder, when everything is consumed by illusion, by Maya, when people are corrupted and deceived. He comes to restore order. This is Dharma — that’s what it’s called there. Dharma is the system of values, and during this time period, it will have been lost. And so he must come to establish a new Dharma — a new, true spiritual ideology, one that restores the correct boundaries of understanding the world. He must come and accomplish this. And in these texts, it is described that he will have to wage many battles. Naturally, this should not be taken literally in a physical sense — it is all sacred language. And I realize that I am him, and he is me — I have arrived. And the next day, or maybe the day after, I go for a massage. At that moment, I begin reading, listening to, and studying Kalki Purana. The Puranas are sacred scriptures about Kalki, and this is extremely important. For anyone who wants to fully grasp all five volumes that exist at this moment, anyone who wants to understand my novel from a first-person perspective — after the third volume, it is essential to familiarize themselves with the basics: what Trimurti is,