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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2025 5:31 pm
What is it — it’s not Satan, or is it? So it’s not the God of the underworld? And who is Satan then? Is Satan actually the God of the underworld, or is Satan just some character within the underworld?
– Naturally, everything is divided, and there is the main God of the underworld. But just like in every kingdom, in every world — the world of the sky, the world of the earth, and the world of the underworld — there is also a whole host of Spirits under the command of these main gods. And these spirits all serve different functions, especially in the underworld. But they all still submit to this one supreme God of the underworld, even though each of them has its own role or task under Him.
And naturally, I keep digging into all of this because I’m completely confused. I’m really confused and don’t understand — so, in the end... In the end, what is “Agent Smith”? Meaning, this evil society, this virus that is now consuming the whole world — what is it? And then what about one of the three gods, who, even though he belongs to the underworld, is actually good and comes from the main God who maintains order — who is who among them? Who is what? Who is who at all? And that is the question.
And you know what’s interesting? Even before I started reading about the underworld and the third dark God, I was already feeling strange. After all, around June 10, in the first week after that, when I heard the main God for the second time in my life — the one I must become — but to become Him, I must free myself from these three. And at that moment, I was trying to savor and record how I felt when I was this main God. I wanted to create some kind of imprint of how He sees the world, what He is, how He is, what it all means, what His preferences are — at least to describe it somehow. Then, about a week after June 10, after I had felt myself in the future as the main God, I started to feel very strange. Imagine this — I go to bed, and my apartment always has the same temperature. The air conditioning and ventilation system are set to the same degree mark, unchanged for a long time. And yet, I go to bed, and I freeze. I mean, I get unbearably cold, as if I’m in some kind of freezer. And I have no idea why. Then I realize that I had always felt and heard the voice from above whenever I turned to my voice, to God, or whatever one might call it. But now, it’s as if my head is disconnected, as if I’m not connected to anything,
– Naturally, everything is divided, and there is the main God of the underworld. But just like in every kingdom, in every world — the world of the sky, the world of the earth, and the world of the underworld — there is also a whole host of Spirits under the command of these main gods. And these spirits all serve different functions, especially in the underworld. But they all still submit to this one supreme God of the underworld, even though each of them has its own role or task under Him.
And naturally, I keep digging into all of this because I’m completely confused. I’m really confused and don’t understand — so, in the end... In the end, what is “Agent Smith”? Meaning, this evil society, this virus that is now consuming the whole world — what is it? And then what about one of the three gods, who, even though he belongs to the underworld, is actually good and comes from the main God who maintains order — who is who among them? Who is what? Who is who at all? And that is the question.
And you know what’s interesting? Even before I started reading about the underworld and the third dark God, I was already feeling strange. After all, around June 10, in the first week after that, when I heard the main God for the second time in my life — the one I must become — but to become Him, I must free myself from these three. And at that moment, I was trying to savor and record how I felt when I was this main God. I wanted to create some kind of imprint of how He sees the world, what He is, how He is, what it all means, what His preferences are — at least to describe it somehow. Then, about a week after June 10, after I had felt myself in the future as the main God, I started to feel very strange. Imagine this — I go to bed, and my apartment always has the same temperature. The air conditioning and ventilation system are set to the same degree mark, unchanged for a long time. And yet, I go to bed, and I freeze. I mean, I get unbearably cold, as if I’m in some kind of freezer. And I have no idea why. Then I realize that I had always felt and heard the voice from above whenever I turned to my voice, to God, or whatever one might call it. But now, it’s as if my head is disconnected, as if I’m not connected to anything,