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[Alexandr Korol]

for the time when these books will become known to people. Right now, I am in a shadow ban, I am in the shadows, my books are in the shadows, no one sees them or knows about them, but then something will happen, and suddenly everyone will start reading them. So they are even aligned with a certain time. That’s very interesting. And then Big Alexander reassures me and says:
– It’s too early. Of course, you will die, that is inevitable. You must even die twice. That’s such a paradox — dying twice. And I discuss this with the Mystic-Old-Man, that there is this unusual, hidden concept, which can only be fully understood through the idea of the simulation and the multiverse. I first assumed and saw a picture as if the whole world might suddenly die, but we wouldn’t even notice it, and because of that, we would transition into another multiverse. And that would be one kind of death, immediately followed by resurrection. That would be the first time I die. The second time, people would remain, and only I would die, transitioning somewhere else again, but for them, I would be dead, while at the same time, I would become someone significant to them. That’s the kind of thing I saw. And then Big Alexander tells me that a film based on “Alternative History” hasn’t been made yet and that I haven’t yet become who I am supposed to become. He starts hinting that before I die, I must first appear to people. That is, I must gain some recognition — there must be some public revelation that I have arrived, and only after that can I die. He says I can’t die before that event happens, that it wouldn’t make sense if no one had heard of me and I just died right away. He says, “Something hasn’t happened yet, so it’s too early to think about this, but it will happen.” And for about three days, I felt this sensation of death, as people who know they are terminally ill must feel, seeing everything in a completely different way. Or like those who know that death is near — it’s quite a feeling. In some ways, it resembles the “corridor.” And you know what’s most interesting? I was also shown how different types of people react when they find out they are about to die. One type of person starts behaving even more immorally, acting selfishly, and accelerating their own destruction. Another type begins saying goodbye to everyone. A third type does nothing at all, just stays silent and tries to continue following their usual plans and routines. This is very important, and I describe it in detail in the book because it truly reflects how humanity is structured, how life works, and how it ends. Then, I manage to come out of this trial, having gained an understanding of death, and that phase