they don’t scare me at all. And after the fifth volume, trust me, even more fascinating things are revealed, after which nothing is frightening anymore—at least within reason, of course. If we are reckless, naturally, we can get sick and die, and that’s something to avoid. We must take care of ourselves.
So, the fifth volume: the first theme I explore is that I must die — what death is, how a person experiences it, how they feel before death, how people perceive them, and then how they end up in either hell or paradise. Then comes the theme of this otherworldly realm, in which, as it turns out, I already exist, and that this is the fourth dimension, the fourth world, and, consequently, some kind of fourth God — the God of Death — whom I begin to understand. Whereas in the fourth volume, my task was to understand three gods and three worlds, here something fourth is being revealed to me. And suddenly, I realize that I have been writing about this all along. That’s why I have always perceived time differently, as if it doesn’t exist. That’s why I have always been different — everything about me is different. And people felt it, that I was different. Even in “Twilight”, when the movie about vampires came out, there’s a scene where Bella is sitting in the cafeteria and sees the Cullens enter — she sees how all the other students are just part of the crowd, but that group walks in as if they are from another world, as if they exist in a parallel reality. She sees them from the outside and senses that they are something else. And I have always been like that, and similar people noticed me as well. I saw them, and they saw me, and none of us understood what it was. And then I start to speculate and discuss this with Big Alexander and the Mystic-Old-Man — what if something happens in the world, and everyone dies, but no one realizes it? What if, on the next day, or even on the same day, everyone just wakes up and has suddenly become spiritual because they have transitioned into the fourth dimension? Can you imagine? And what are the chances that this is actually happening? But then I go even deeper into this topic, discussing it with the Mystic-Old- Man and Big Alexander — what if there are other multiverses where we also exist, and they are all collapsing, and we are dying in those realities, which is why here, in this world, we are becoming more and more spiritual? And the Mystic-Old-Man confirms this and says, “Yes,” that it works like some kind of cumulative effect. Can you imagine? Let me clarify — it’s difficult to grasp, I understand that it’s hard to imagine, but when scientists eventually try