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Posted: Fri Jun 13, 2025 5:37 pm
it’s a completely different version of you, a completely different world, a different multiverse, and that’s why you might even get the sense that yes, it really feels like two different lives. And people who have known you for a long time might even say, “Yeah, the you back then and the you now — completely different people.” And if I were to pull you out of the multiverse you’re currently living in — the social-material one, the one ruled by the mind — and place you into that other multiverse where you live through the heart, the one you were in from 2008 to 2010, then you’d start to remember everything from that time in detail, even with sensations, like you’re actually there. And why would it be so easy to remember? Because you’d be in that multiverse. But at the same time, everything from the 2010–2025 period, the mind-based material world, would start to fade and blur, and you’d begin to forget those people, stop thinking about them. And those people from 2008, they’d suddenly start reappearing in your mind, even in your life, because you’d now be in that world. And yes, there really are other worlds. It’s just that people can’t see these transitions — but they exist. This is literal. I’ve been working for many years to prove this.
Regarding the question about Nadezhda, she was, of course, probably unique in her own way. And let’s put it like this: I now know information from today’s perspective — who she really is — and I also remember how I thought back then, during the time of writing the first volume. So I’ll tell you how I remembered and perceived it back then. At that time, I understood that... I immediately understood that this woman wasn’t anything special — that was the point. That if she were ever caught by some intelligence agency, she’d just be a regular English teacher at a school near Vladimirskaya metro, and that’s it. She was just sitting in a café, in Pizza Hut, in 2010, on September 7, drinking beer and smoking cigarettes. She was giggling, and something was happening. But you see, what happened to her also happened to me. Speaking of transitions: I was walking to the café with a friend of mine who was as socially and materially minded as one can be. And I’d noticed something else: if I was alone, I was in one world, and if I was with someone else — I would fall into their world. And when I was with him, I was in what I’d call the socially- material world — not the magical one — where I was just a regular person.
Regarding the question about Nadezhda, she was, of course, probably unique in her own way. And let’s put it like this: I now know information from today’s perspective — who she really is — and I also remember how I thought back then, during the time of writing the first volume. So I’ll tell you how I remembered and perceived it back then. At that time, I understood that... I immediately understood that this woman wasn’t anything special — that was the point. That if she were ever caught by some intelligence agency, she’d just be a regular English teacher at a school near Vladimirskaya metro, and that’s it. She was just sitting in a café, in Pizza Hut, in 2010, on September 7, drinking beer and smoking cigarettes. She was giggling, and something was happening. But you see, what happened to her also happened to me. Speaking of transitions: I was walking to the café with a friend of mine who was as socially and materially minded as one can be. And I’d noticed something else: if I was alone, I was in one world, and if I was with someone else — I would fall into their world. And when I was with him, I was in what I’d call the socially- material world — not the magical one — where I was just a regular person.