inner strength, and belief in magic that guide you? Maybe your parents spoke to you in a special way during your youth? Where does your awareness come from? How would you explain it?
Where awareness and miracles everywhere are still different things. Let’s talk about miracles. Can you imagine the paradox? Right now, I am working on the fifth, sixth, and seventh volumes of “Alternative History.” These answers to questions – this is my seventh book, my seventh volume. It has a very unusual format, where I allowed a group of readers who have read all my books to ask me questions about all five volumes, but in order, of course, starting from the first volume, so that I could make the seventh volume as a question-and-answer format, to clarify everything that might have been unclear to the reader, to satisfy their mind, and to make everything fit into one general puzzle, so that the entire picture would come together, the understanding of everything that was in the five volumes. And the seventh volume is about this. And it’s not just like that. This is all preparation for the eighth volume. In order for me, for the readers, to be ready for the eighth volume, for the information that will be in the eighth volume, we need to first break down again, mentally, in the “question-answer” format, everything that was in the previous volumes, which is exactly what I’m doing now. And you know what the paradox is? That when readers, over the past 15 years, asked me questions, for example, on social media, they asked personal questions (personal means selfish questions: about appearance, money, health, conflicts, all that noise and daily life), when I answered those questions, I started feeling weak, sick, insecure, irritated. I began to feel laziness, weakness, fatigue, as if I were ill and about to die. And I felt this every time I answered readers’ questions when the questions weren’t about my books, but their personal, everyday ones. But what’s the paradox? When, it doesn’t matter if it’s a friend or a relative, they start asking me questions about my books, especially about the topic of “Alternative History,” then both I and this person immediately begin to feel as if time and space are disappearing, as if insane confidence and strength appear, as if your body stops hurting, if some muscles or something were aching, the apartment becomes super spacious, everything becomes so colorful, and different miracles begin to happen. You turn on music, and it becomes somehow three-dimensional, movies – some super-dimensional, deep ones.