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[Alexandr Korol]

Maybe it’s just like the carrot for the donkey, to create these illusions in me, so I would have the drive and inspiration to write these books. And maybe I’ll write them my whole life, and no one will ever recognize them or me while I’m alive. And then, only 500 years later, figuratively speaking, people will start reading them and understanding what I meant, but I’ll be long gone. And if they had told me this from the beginning, do you think I would have been interested in writing books if I knew I would always be an outcast until the end of my days and my books would only be recognized 500 years later? Would I want to write them? No. And this illusion is what intoxicates me, that something will happen soon. I wouldn’t say that I’m waiting for it or that I’m burning with the idea of the future. No, but... Of course, my whole life, since childhood, I wanted to know who is behind all this. Who are these higher powers, why have they never directly contacted me? Why do I only hear some voice, which is basically my own? Why do I see signs? In principle, each person chooses something for themselves, so it’s impossible to catch, impossible to prove. Essentially, yes, people all have different psyches. Essentially, I do everything myself. I charge myself, I inspire myself, I shine the light on what to write books about. Essentially, no one has ever reached out to me, so all the books are mine, the information is mine. But I call it the system that gives it to me, it highlights it, it suggests it to me – that’s obvious. But in reality, there is no one specific who would say: “Hello, Alexandr, I am God, hello. You’ve been hearing me your whole life and writing books thanks to my information.” Well, no God has introduced himself, nor has any angel, devil, mason, alien, nor any plasma creatures, no one has come to me. Maybe I’m just not psychologically ready for this. Or maybe it just doesn’t exist. I don’t know.

So, returning to the question of whether to believe or not believe what they told me about myself. Well, Big Alexander said, yes, the people will follow me. Then he said that I would become famous, that everyone would talk about me, that I would be famous and rich, that he couldn’t do that, that he was in the shadows, that there are those like him – in the shadows. And I am one of those who are public, that I came for the people, like a preacher, to preach something. But I don’t know where I came to preach. Now it’s 2025, and if you look now at who is preaching what, the preachers are completely different and preach