Question: When you told Big Alexander that people are bad in Russia and need to change, and he responded that “everyone must die for everything to change,” is it true that this must happen, or is it meant in a figurative sense, that the personality of each person must change?
Well, that was 2010. I asked him a thousand times who I am, and he told me that people will follow me, that “you know who you are.”
– How do you see why you came here?, – he says to me.
– Well, it’s not to change the world, everyone is bad, evil. I must create a new world altogether. Change people so that they all become good.
Well, that’s how awkwardly I expressed myself, but imagine, I was 20 years old, just turned. And he says:
– Well, you understand, to create a new world, or rather, to fix the world, to make it good, the old one must be destroyed.
And he looks at me as if waiting for my reaction. But I had no reaction, I said:
– Well, okay.
– How okay? Do you understand that all people must die? Well, almost all of them.
– Well, so what’s wrong with that? If after this the world becomes good and everyone becomes good, the bad ones will probably die. What’s wrong with that?
And he looks at me again as if he’s seriously talking about this with me, and I, as if I’m a little naive and don’t understand, ask:
– What?
As if he was even surprised by this, how I wasn’t scared by it. But I really didn’t give it much serious thought, I was just talking about how the world is cruel, there’s so much injustice. And it was like I was born with a different world