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[Alexandr Korol]

So they gave it, and they took it away. I was just sitting there, writing my books. I’ve always had this approach. I even told this girl. So, imagine, two years pass, and she writes to me:

– Alex, how are you?
– Well, everything is fine.
– I thought you found a girl there, but you’re really, as you said, not into relationships, you’re writing books.
– Well, as you can see, I’m still writing books.
– Oh, and I read books too, by the way.
– Well done, you should have read earlier.
– No, everything has its time.

There are people who regret that they did something wrong in their life, treated themselves or others in a certain way. I don’t have that at all. I accept everything as it is because I understand that everything is according to God’s will, as they say. So, if I had to sit at home sad for a whole month – then that’s how it had to be. If I had to get inspired by something, fall in love with someone, and then write five books afterward – then that’s how it had to be. Naturally, when you live this kind of life and go through this kind of path, you have to make conclusions, learn the lesson. From that, your choices are formed. And choice is very important. And today, I am formed the way I should be, with all my “buts,” with my pros and cons. That’s how I’ve been formed, and that’s how it is. I can’t say whether I like my life or not, whether I’m satisfied or not.

So, returning to the question, what the system, or the messengers, or Big Alexander tell me, I don’t always listen. It’s true, it happens. You see, I’m not that much of an alien after all, I’m a person like you. You also read books, you know that drinking coffee isn’t good, it’s better to pray in the mornings and evenings, but you don’t always do that either. It’s the same for me, you see, when the voice, the higher power, the messengers, and Big Alexander tell me something, I don’t always follow it. I’m just as much of a slacker as you are, a slacker. Then we both get the consequences. We’re no different from each other. They allowed me many things – didn’t allow me some things – and I didn’t always listen.