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[Alexandr Korol]

the world of the heart, magic, Spirit. But if you start telling this to your friend and they laugh, saying: “Ha-ha-ha,” and start showing memes of Elon Musk, and talking about how we need to fly to Mars, saying, “Oh, you also plan on going, ha-ha-ha,” then, of course, you’ll connect to those vibrations of jokes, memes, social networks, nonsense, and all those words, and you’ll feel even more how your heart is dead, extinguished, and only the mind, some thoughts, dissatisfaction with yourself, complexes, low self-esteem, and so on. So, choose carefully what you think about, what you talk about, and what dialogues you build with others. So, if I want to always be in the magical world, I must always talk about it, write about it, that’s why I’ve always written. Because when I was in society with people, when I was little, their conversations were always about the same thing – gossip, money, and nothing else, and all the jokes they saw during the week. And I felt that after that, it was as if I couldn’t hear God, I couldn’t feel my heart. I would come home and write in my diary all night about deep things, about feelings, about God, and everything like that. And because of this, I felt how everything inside me would turn back on, my chest would burn, my hands would burn, like fire, like a magnet. I even feel it now. And it would flow into the book, this energy of mine. And I would enter into some kind of flow. After that, I would watch some deep movie about the meaning of life. A movie like “Peaceful Warrior.” And so, I need to stick to this little world, hold onto it. You know, it’s like this: how can you check how much a person is in the spiritual world with their heart or how much they’ve closed their heart and gotten lost in the world of the mind? “Peaceful Warrior.” If you turn on “Peaceful Warrior,” and it grabs your attention, and you can focus on it, and you’re really interested, and you’re in that rhythm, then you’re on that wave. And if you turn it on, and it’s hard to concentrate, and it’s all kind of in the background, and you’re not interested, and you don’t feel anything, that means you’re closed off and in the world of the mind. But again, the world of the mind is not bad; it’s necessary, and we all fall into it from time to time. The mind also needs to be developed, trained, and nurtured, but the heart shouldn’t be forgotten either. That’s why I always try to either meditate, or pray, or keep a diary, or just be alone with myself for two or three hours, pulling out some artifacts, listening to some truly classic spiritual music, to shut off my mind from all the noise and bring myself back to my center,