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Posted: Fri Jun 13, 2025 6:38 pm
and I was going to university, writing a book every day. I was also already publishing something on social media. And by then, I had developed empathy, it appeared in the summer, and then autumn-winter came, and I went to the university. I lived alone. And then, there were unique cases. The first case was in the summer of 2008, I was in some hospital clinic, already with adults. There were many adults. Suddenly, one woman felt unwell in the corridor, and at that moment, I was going into the office where all the chief doctors were. I sit down with one of the women, who is a doctor. At the same time, they bring a woman into their office, not a worker, but a patient. They bring her into the office because she felt unwell, and they start figuring out what’s wrong with her. I’m sitting with the doctor and telling her that the woman felt like this, this, this, and then like this. I literally tell her exactly how she feels right now. And the doctor doesn’t understand:
– How do you know this?
– I feel it.
– What do you mean, you feel it?
– I don’t know how I do it, but I feel everyone. When I stand in line, if someone is breathing heavily, I breathe heavily. If someone is sitting with me and has a sore knee, my knee hurts. Only interestingly, in a reflective way. So, if a person has pain in their right knee, I feel it in my left.
Well, I then remembered and knew what to say when I felt it. I told her I simply felt the woman and described exactly what she was going through. And the doctor, the woman, was shocked. She said:
– Alright, I’ll check and verify later.
And what happened? A week later, I come back to that doctor, sit down with her. And there’s a large room with many tables, maybe eight. And I can feel that everyone has gone silent. I always feel when someone is looking at me or thinking about me, when their attention is on me. But here, everyone’s attention is on me. They’re sitting, pretending to work, but they’ve all gone quiet to listen to my conversation with the doctor. Well, of course, I tell her, saying:
– How do you know this?
– I feel it.
– What do you mean, you feel it?
– I don’t know how I do it, but I feel everyone. When I stand in line, if someone is breathing heavily, I breathe heavily. If someone is sitting with me and has a sore knee, my knee hurts. Only interestingly, in a reflective way. So, if a person has pain in their right knee, I feel it in my left.
Well, I then remembered and knew what to say when I felt it. I told her I simply felt the woman and described exactly what she was going through. And the doctor, the woman, was shocked. She said:
– Alright, I’ll check and verify later.
And what happened? A week later, I come back to that doctor, sit down with her. And there’s a large room with many tables, maybe eight. And I can feel that everyone has gone silent. I always feel when someone is looking at me or thinking about me, when their attention is on me. But here, everyone’s attention is on me. They’re sitting, pretending to work, but they’ve all gone quiet to listen to my conversation with the doctor. Well, of course, I tell her, saying: