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There was an instance, after that meeting, I gathered with friends, although I usually prefer being alone, but at that moment the guys were all spiritual geeks, not those who laugh at me. And there was an instance where the guys were sitting on the couch, two or three of them, and one boy was standing with his back to me, and I was standing behind him. I tuned in and began, for example, to make it seem as if I was leaning to the right, and he leaned to the right too. Or I, for example, pinched my ear painfully, imagining his ear, and he started to feel as if his ear was burning. This was another thing I could do. Imagine this, all of this was in 2008. And then, I met Big Alexander, and he told me not to do this anymore – and I just forgot about it all. Those were the instances, well, I mentioned earlier, when Valentina asked me to heal her acquaintance, then I healed her and my grandmother. These were the three people I healed in my life. And I still don’t know what I did. I just imagined energy flowing to them. That’s all. These are the only cases. But back then, naturally, I was shocked by this, and when my first book came out, I was shouting about it, saying that you could heal people with energy, direct that energy from the “cosmos”, that there are people who are like a lake, and others who are like a river, like a waterfall. And that it is necessary to have this channel opening, to be connected to nature, then your energy system will be in balance, and you won’t decay or rot. And if a person cannot connect like that, then you can give them this energy through yourself. Well, that’s what I said, of course, and I was sincere. Of course, I probably used too many grand words, and back then I was still young, and not everyone understood what I meant. Now at least I’ve grown, and I can explain this in simpler terms, in a way that doesn’t scare anyone or make them uncomfortable. I think I’ve told everything about energy and the abilities I had back then. But it’s all about attention. I felt that my attention should always be on me. Attention is energy, I used to say. And that if someone owes me money, or I owe someone, or if I even told a small lie, I immediately feel a block, and I can’t even sleep, so I need to have all my tasks resolved. There should be no psychological debt to anyone, no unresolved conflicts, no knots – everything must be untangled. Then, I am fully in this “cosmos.” And then I’m pure, I feel the energy, I hear the voice, I see everything, and I feel everything. So it was very funny when someone could say that I was lying. I can’t lie. This contradicts how a person is structured because if a person lies, they suppress themselves.