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[Alexandr Korol]

So don’t trust your voice yet. It’s too soon. But for the future, know that someday, that will be possible.

Question: And how did you yourself understand who you are during the entire period from the moment when all the miracles with power places began and up to the time when you lived in America, as you say, “while you were still little”? Were you ever shaken in your self-awareness, or was there always a clear concept inside, or maybe it was even scary to suggest and propose a hypothesis about who you truly are?

Seriously, can you imagine, all this time I didn’t know who I was. I mean, I had confidence, I wrote books like this, but I didn’t know who I was. And yet there was uncertainty about who I am. Can you imagine? Of course, it became easier for me when I at least chose a certain earthly human path. After all, when we all come here, we must adapt to the world, respect our country, the laws, the culture, the time we’re in. Still, we must be adapted to the tribe we live in. It’s about respect, first and foremost, and, in a way, wisdom. To act this way is wise. And I acted that way. I mean, I behave the way it’s accepted. Well, the basics – I wash my hands, I use the bathroom, I don’t offend the church, I respect the police and the state, I don’t do anything bad to anyone, I don’t break the law. That’s the main thing. And then, when you follow these basics: you pay taxes, you pay for electricity, you don’t do anything wrong to yourself or others. When you act properly, then everything is fine, meaning, the main thing is to follow these basics, and then no one will bother you, you won’t bother anyone, and no one will bother you. After that, you are free. Just keep in mind these little things, and then you are free. Just go to work, get a salary, get an education, live. And all your free time is for your soul, no one restricts you in anything. You can be a writer, an artist, make films. You can go to a shooting range, become a hitman, and go work somewhere on a contract. Whatever you want, as long as it’s within the law. So, you need to adapt to society. If, you know, a person is born with a desire to kill everyone – imagine if someone had such a child in their family – but again, there is a way out. After all, that person can go work in law enforcement, and that’s it. They would do it officially and legally. And it’s the same with my situation. Well, I see the world differently. And those who see the world differently, where do you put them? You have to push them into creativity.