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[Alexandr Korol]

went into “Alternative History”, a lot of it was in my previous books, as separate themes I explored, solved. And I finished that book, after 13 years or so, with the conclusion that I was searching for the answer, who I am. And that was in 2023, if I’m not mistaken, I came to the decision, to the conclusion that I’m simply a creative person. A true creative person. I watched a couple of programs about Pelevin, I watched a few movies about Van Gogh. And I just realized that I’m simply a true creative person, just like many other creative people, and also various scientists, they saw something, heard something, and society never recognized them, but they couldn’t stop doing what they were doing: some paint pictures, others write books. And I’m the same way, that’s all I live for. This is not done with the mind or by force, so many socially-materialistic people are surprised by my perseverance. You don’t understand, if I were like you, cheerful, indulged, and only thinking about food and a comfortable couch under my butt, I wouldn’t be able to sit with books either with such pampering. But for me, you see, I’m a hostage of my fate. I am truly a writer, and I am truly a creative person. After all, you see – I’m not ruling the world, I don’t have a billion-dollar company. I’m not the founder of some social network, satellites, or gadgets. I don’t make robots, I don’t work in any structures. I’m truly a writer. I’m no good anywhere, I’m needed by no one. The only thing I can do is write. My only power is text, it’s the word. Yes, I still continue this search, this exploration of who I am, even from 2023 up to the present. And in the third volume, in the fourth volume, in the fifth volume, this topic is touched on even more, and again, there’s this comparative story. So, a comparative analysis of myself with someone else takes place. Maybe I’m Hercules, maybe I’m a Pharaoh, maybe I’m Buddha. Or maybe I’m just a writer who needs to notify others about this? Could such a character exist? After all, I believe that any films you’re watching right now, and the TV shows that are being released, are part of the system we live in, from God. It’s all a form of notification for you, or a psychological preparation for something, and right now there are so many films about multiverses, about time travel. And all my books, the entire novel “Alternative History” – it’s all about this. The first volume is personal, it’s where everything began, you know, like “Batman Begins.” But then everything goes into multiverses, into simulation, into all things futuristic. So, everyone thought I was writing some religious books, with religious undertones and context, and many people avoided