Page 317

[Alexandr Korol]

the music, the movies, the people, the lifestyle. I couldn’t write a book there. But the vacation ended, and I removed everything that connected me to the social-material world. I surrounded myself with everything that connects me to spirituality and allows the Spirit to flow in. Then, I started reading my own manuscripts again, working on them, reconnecting to the Spirit, and at the same time working on the books, recording them on my dictaphone and on video. If I were answering these questions in another season, I would answer differently, from another angle, as they say. I currently have a certain angle, but I could answer these same questions differently, from a different perspective. And here’s another point. What’s the paradox? When your heart’s angle is on, you like, for example, this café and this dog, but when another angle kicks in, maybe even not a material one, but a dark one, you don’t want it anymore — don’t want to go to the café, and you want to sell the dog. So why do people constantly argue? Someone might say they like the movie “Peaceful Warrior,” and someone else says the movie is boring, or someone says it’s stupid — this happens because everyone has different angles of perception. Aside from the fact that there are also dimensions, or levels of development, there are also different angles of perception. Do you understand? A person in the underworld likes one type of movie, and a person in the world of the sky likes another. These are invisible boundaries, but these worlds, these angles, they exist, and people are divided into groups like the elements: fire, water, earth, air.

Question: In the first volume, it was briefly mentioned that you were supposed to become “luxury,” an elite guy. How did you feel in that image, and what did it give you in terms of development?

Well, of course, many of my friends would say that this is not true. But over time, it became that way. But in general, the social-material world was very difficult for me to adapt to because when I was 18 and already living on my own, I saw all my friends and girlfriends who craved looking beautiful and fashionable, eager to quickly buy a car, an apartment, looking for people they could connect with who were advantageous — either wealthy, or beautiful, or fashionable. I saw their greedy, hungry drive for all of this, and I didn’t have that desire. And I even worried about it, thinking that something was wrong with me.