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Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2025 6:32 am
Why? Because not having that feeling they had, I couldn’t just make myself work voluntarily. I mean, I could, but I didn’t even need money. I could work, do anything, help everyone 24 hours a day. But I didn’t have the desire for money. I was afraid to even take money, afraid to ask for money; at first, it was always a struggle. But my spiritual mentors gave me the right advice and told me that money is good. It wasn’t so much that Valentina and Big Alexander directly taught me, but they gave me the right advice. Their friends gave me the right advice.Big Alexander was very clever with me. He said:
– How come, Alex, you don’t want to take money from people, you don’t want to earn money, giving everything for free? How are you planning to do what you came here to do on Earth? You know what you’re supposed to do, right?
– Well, I don’t know, write a book for the world.
– How are you going to write it? Where will you get the money to actually publish it? And where will you get the money to promote it, to make people aware of it? You need money for that.
– Well, of course, for something like that, yes, I am ready to earn money. –Well, that’s it. I’m not telling you to buy sports cars with that money. Yes, you can create conditions for yourself, maybe something will inspire you, a trip somewhere, that also requires money. Or maybe you’ll need an office for yourself.
– No, everything I’m talking about is tied to the books, that’s fine.
And so, in such a clever way, Valentina and Big Alexander talked me into this. They talked me into the idea that money shouldn’t be something to be ashamed of or feared. I really had this belief in my head at first that money was some kind of evil. I don’t know who instilled that in me since childhood, but later, as you can see, my attitude about it changed. But still, money has always been at the bottom of my priorities. I didn’t know that later I could open any business, and whatever I opened would bring me money. Everything I did was successful because I didn’t hesitate to spend money on it, didn’t count the money, and didn’t think about profit. I simply believed in what I wanted to do, and that’s all. Everything else just somehow fell into place, I had a creative approach.
– How come, Alex, you don’t want to take money from people, you don’t want to earn money, giving everything for free? How are you planning to do what you came here to do on Earth? You know what you’re supposed to do, right?
– Well, I don’t know, write a book for the world.
– How are you going to write it? Where will you get the money to actually publish it? And where will you get the money to promote it, to make people aware of it? You need money for that.
– Well, of course, for something like that, yes, I am ready to earn money. –Well, that’s it. I’m not telling you to buy sports cars with that money. Yes, you can create conditions for yourself, maybe something will inspire you, a trip somewhere, that also requires money. Or maybe you’ll need an office for yourself.
– No, everything I’m talking about is tied to the books, that’s fine.
And so, in such a clever way, Valentina and Big Alexander talked me into this. They talked me into the idea that money shouldn’t be something to be ashamed of or feared. I really had this belief in my head at first that money was some kind of evil. I don’t know who instilled that in me since childhood, but later, as you can see, my attitude about it changed. But still, money has always been at the bottom of my priorities. I didn’t know that later I could open any business, and whatever I opened would bring me money. Everything I did was successful because I didn’t hesitate to spend money on it, didn’t count the money, and didn’t think about profit. I simply believed in what I wanted to do, and that’s all. Everything else just somehow fell into place, I had a creative approach.