It didn’t seem logical to me — because a higher power stands behind everyone. Behind me and behind any person who comes up to me. So I couldn’t attach any special meaning to the idea that God stands behind Big Alexander. Sure, but God has been communicating with me through Big Alexander all along, just as through the Mystic-Old-Man or through Valentina, you see? So why would I focus on that? God speaks through me to everyone too. So I still feel that besides God — who stands behind me as well — there is also someone else behind Big Alexander, someone like a person. Maybe he’s an alien or a cyborg, a robot, but still something physical. He exists, he must have a name. That’s the feeling I have.
Question: In “Alternative History,” you go through a journey connected to the search for the philosopher’s stone. Along the way, you develop both psychologically and materially, and this development coincides. The question is: when you reach your full potential, will you then, as a form of confirmation, find the philosopher’s stone — that is, a diamond — both within yourself and physically in the territory of Karelia, so that it becomes materially confirmed?
I don’t see the connection. I don’t understand what a piece of stone in Karelia — meaning a diamond — has to do with the understanding of the philosopher’s stone in my mind. This is sacred language, and again, you’re taking it too literally. I am the stone, and I must become the diamond. I have facets, and they’re being polished. But what is all this really about? We all have, metaphorically speaking, a whole string of bulbs — some on, some off. Some are red, some are green. The task is to have all the green ones lit — and all of them lit. Then you shine, and become the philosopher’s stone. And when you become the philosopher’s stone, as Big Alexander said, you can fly, become immortal, rule the world. Why? Because you understand the code of God and become God. You come to know how every element is built. Your consciousness will be in each of those elements because you’ll have understood the formula of God. What they call the Fibonacci code, the golden ratio, fire, water, earth, air — this is all part of it. This is the path I’m going through, to solve it all, to know exactly how everything is grouped, how everything works — time, the Solar System, the human being — everything. And when I fully understand it, then I will become all of it —