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Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2025 7:12 am
Question: You write that after visiting places of power, you began to feel all the sciences within yourself. Please describe this feeling in more detail.
That is, again, it’s a feeling, not the mind. These aren’t false or illusory impressions — it’s literal. And the way I felt it back then was confirmed, and is still being confirmed to this day. I literally felt as if — well, I’ll give a very mundane example, but it probably explains what happened inside me. Let’s say, imagine someone is at home with me. No — better yet, let’s flip it: I come visit you unexpectedly. And I catch you in the middle of cleaning your home. I say, “Don’t worry, go ahead and clean.” Maybe I’ll even help. Or, so I don’t get in the way, I’ll just sit somewhere, read a book. And you start cleaning, and what do I see? That your apartment is kind of a mess, and the first thing you do is vacuum and mop the floor. And for me, that’s a shock. Why? Because then — while I stay silent and simply observe — you go on to clean your kitchen or work table. And everything you clear off the table falls back onto the freshly cleaned floor. Funny, right? Then I notice a bottle of water, for example, that you use to pour into the kettle to boil. And there’s half a cup of water left in it, specifically for the kettle. Also, there’s a disposable plate from a meal you ate, still on the table. And then you grab the trash bags and go take out the garbage. After about 10 minutes, when you move on to your next steps, you finally notice the disposable plate, you notice the water bottle when refilling the kettle — and suddenly you’ve got another new trash bag to fill. Whereas you could have first checked the fridge, cleaned out everything, checked all the surfaces, gathered all the trash first, and only then taken it out. And probably, you should wipe all the shelves and tables before mopping and vacuuming the floor. At least, that’s how it makes sense to me. And so, you see, that’s exactly what emerged in me at that time. It might seem funny or overly simple to you, but it’s neither funny nor simple. Today, 99% of people can’t do what I just described. I’m not proud of this — it’s more of a grief to me, I genuinely worry about people. And that’s when this understanding poured into me. Just this knowing, like if you put something made of plastic into a microwave, it will melt. Or this sense that suddenly, you grasp the essence of things, like you can tell the weight of an object intuitively. It’s like physics, chemistry — all of that — but it’s the essence itself that you hold.
That is, again, it’s a feeling, not the mind. These aren’t false or illusory impressions — it’s literal. And the way I felt it back then was confirmed, and is still being confirmed to this day. I literally felt as if — well, I’ll give a very mundane example, but it probably explains what happened inside me. Let’s say, imagine someone is at home with me. No — better yet, let’s flip it: I come visit you unexpectedly. And I catch you in the middle of cleaning your home. I say, “Don’t worry, go ahead and clean.” Maybe I’ll even help. Or, so I don’t get in the way, I’ll just sit somewhere, read a book. And you start cleaning, and what do I see? That your apartment is kind of a mess, and the first thing you do is vacuum and mop the floor. And for me, that’s a shock. Why? Because then — while I stay silent and simply observe — you go on to clean your kitchen or work table. And everything you clear off the table falls back onto the freshly cleaned floor. Funny, right? Then I notice a bottle of water, for example, that you use to pour into the kettle to boil. And there’s half a cup of water left in it, specifically for the kettle. Also, there’s a disposable plate from a meal you ate, still on the table. And then you grab the trash bags and go take out the garbage. After about 10 minutes, when you move on to your next steps, you finally notice the disposable plate, you notice the water bottle when refilling the kettle — and suddenly you’ve got another new trash bag to fill. Whereas you could have first checked the fridge, cleaned out everything, checked all the surfaces, gathered all the trash first, and only then taken it out. And probably, you should wipe all the shelves and tables before mopping and vacuuming the floor. At least, that’s how it makes sense to me. And so, you see, that’s exactly what emerged in me at that time. It might seem funny or overly simple to you, but it’s neither funny nor simple. Today, 99% of people can’t do what I just described. I’m not proud of this — it’s more of a grief to me, I genuinely worry about people. And that’s when this understanding poured into me. Just this knowing, like if you put something made of plastic into a microwave, it will melt. Or this sense that suddenly, you grasp the essence of things, like you can tell the weight of an object intuitively. It’s like physics, chemistry — all of that — but it’s the essence itself that you hold.