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[Alexandr Korol]

I don’t fully understand the question. I understand it and don’t. Like in the movie “Meet Joe Black,” where Brad Pitt is standing in a clinic and an old woman sees him and calls him a dark Spirit — did I have a moment like that? Yes. Well, I wasn’t called a dark Spirit, of course, but there were people who saw me like that. Children, old women. Interestingly, it was always either the very young or the very old who saw me. Those in between — teenagers or adults — no, they didn’t. They’re usually still in the process of discovering or fulfilling themselves, very busy people, too busy to see. But those who haven’t yet entered the social-material meat grinder — children — or those who have already exited it — grandmothers, grandfathers — they saw, often saw. Back then, not now, back then. That was in 2009, 2010. They saw. But as you described — someone approaching me in a church and apologizing — no, not like that. There were messengers, though, to whom I said, “I’m so happy to see you,” and they’d cry and say, “No, we’re the ones who are happy.” Or they’d just smile, look surprised, or explain themselves, or apologize — yes, that happened. But it was to a certain Spirit that they spoke to me this way — it was very unusual. A person could confess everything, tell everything, without understanding why they were doing it. Yes, that happened. That was a certain period of time, also before I immersed myself in the social-material world. So all of that happened before 2011–2012. There was a gradual transition into the social-material world. Until I immersed myself in the world of people, before I entered the world of people, they saw me that way because the Spirit was in me all the time. And He could also take over and answer something through me, and I would realize that it wasn’t me who said it. That could happen. But as for your question — did He act so that He would be recognized through me — I don’t think the goal was to impress people or to have the Spirit interact with strangers through me. No. There was never such a goal. It’s just that the Spirit was in me, or I was connected to something, and I was radiating energy. Well, I was that kind of “golden” child, and people were amazed by it, everyone cried when they saw me. I don’t know why it was like that, but that’s how it was until 2011. It was especially so in 2008, 2009, and 2010, but I didn’t do anything to make it happen. How did it happen? I don’t know. Why did it happen? The fact that someone recognized me or saw something in me, that I was somehow different — how they saw it was on a sensory level, and it didn’t happen because it was supposed to. The question is actually something