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that you lose track of time and don’t understand whether you were gone for a minute, or ten, or an hour. That’s what being in the Spirit is like. First of all, it’s a different time, a different rhythm. I don’t intentionally turn it on. It switches on by itself when I’m doing something, depending on the situation. So, figuratively speaking, you’re writing a book — the Spirit enters you when needed. You’re decoding the matrix, modeling it, all of that — the Spirit enters you when needed and lights the way. And sometimes it’s not there. Sometimes it is, sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. And it turns out that, yes, there are different kinds of Spirit. It’s like depending on what you’re doing, a different Spirit comes to you. So, let’s say, it’s still the same God, the divine force, but in different worlds — in different situations, it helps you, but it’s still different. For example, if I’m settling disputes now, the Spirit of Justice might enter me to help. But that, you see, is already the next part in the book. Or maybe the Material Spirit enters, or the Spirit of the Heart. There are many different spirits.
Question: At that moment on August 30, when you realized that you are the One who controls everything, only in the future, and therefore everything will be fine with you, you immediately emphasized that you must not lose your head, must keep yourself together: pay off loans and be an ordinary person, following the given course. So, as an ordinary person, when giving the book, wasn’t it nerve-wracking for you to publicly write that in the future you would become that very main one? Tell us how you experienced that moment.
I didn’t attach any significance to it. You can’t even imagine how many more revelations there were after the first volume of “Alternative History,” but I had no reaction. All those kinds of reactions only happen if you’re still at, let’s say, the beginner level of people — when you have instincts, sins, virtues, all sorts of qualities like that, and you want to prove something to someone, get offended at your mom, get offended at your dad, envy your brother. If I were that kind of person with those qualities, then sure, I probably would have gasped, gotten arrogant, or, on the contrary, gotten shy, or something like that. But I have none of those reactions at all. I just feel heat in my chest and hands that grows stronger or weaker — that’s all. From inspiration or insight, from some kind of information — that’s the only kind of reaction I experience.
Question: At that moment on August 30, when you realized that you are the One who controls everything, only in the future, and therefore everything will be fine with you, you immediately emphasized that you must not lose your head, must keep yourself together: pay off loans and be an ordinary person, following the given course. So, as an ordinary person, when giving the book, wasn’t it nerve-wracking for you to publicly write that in the future you would become that very main one? Tell us how you experienced that moment.
I didn’t attach any significance to it. You can’t even imagine how many more revelations there were after the first volume of “Alternative History,” but I had no reaction. All those kinds of reactions only happen if you’re still at, let’s say, the beginner level of people — when you have instincts, sins, virtues, all sorts of qualities like that, and you want to prove something to someone, get offended at your mom, get offended at your dad, envy your brother. If I were that kind of person with those qualities, then sure, I probably would have gasped, gotten arrogant, or, on the contrary, gotten shy, or something like that. But I have none of those reactions at all. I just feel heat in my chest and hands that grows stronger or weaker — that’s all. From inspiration or insight, from some kind of information — that’s the only kind of reaction I experience.