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Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2025 7:56 am
So yes, it turns out I realized it at the end of the first volume of “Alternative History,” which was in fact the whole point of that first novel — that wow, it turns out that the voice I’d been hearing since childhood, that’s what it was, and that’s why I always wanted to solve it. So there, it turns out, in the future I’ve already solved all of this. That means I found the philosopher’s stone in the future. So that means it’s all already happened. So that means I’m already someone there. So maybe those who came to me on flying saucers in childhood and still come now to Earth — that’s just a time machine. So that means in the future, and in the future there is already someone — either me, or my relatives, or people who have read all these books — so that means all my books are already written there in the future. So that means they are already living according to those books, maybe have made a bunch of discoveries already. So maybe they’re the ones coming back here now to see the creator of that future. That means I created that future for all those people thanks to my books, because I’m writing them only now, and everything there will be built on my books. But there it has already all happened, and they’ve already, if they created everything, can come back here and watch me writing all this and protect me. Maybe even blow the dust off me. But again, that — what I said about protecting and blowing the dust off — that’s not the way we would like to perceive it physically, not everything is so literal. Because later on, many mysteries are revealed — how our world is structured, who I am, what the world is, what people are, what the future is, what the past is, what the now is. So I didn’t feel anything, didn’t experience anything, yes, I understood that it meant I’m already, as I used to say in slang, the one steering things over there, since those saucers are coming. And the matrix, then, the philosopher’s stone, which I’m still in the process of decoding — so that means I’ve already fully solved it there. And it means I’ve already become someone there, maybe even immortal or something else, or maybe a robot. And maybe I can even meet myself, I don’t know. But the effect, of course, is wow, because that Spirit from the future — that is, me from the future — when I was finishing the first volume of “Alternative History,” he told me I had to publish the book, but I shouldn’t worry about how to distribute or promote it. As if that doesn’t matter, that he’ll do it himself or the system will later, that my task is simply to write the books. Everything I feel. And also to live the right lifestyle, not stray from this path, that all the books I wrote before