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[Alexandr Korol]

that happens — the flying saucer and all of it — is actually from the future, and that it already exists there. And it was like something closed, like an ouroboros ring, and I started to understand that that me from the future — so in the end it all happened, I deciphered it all there. And since childhood, it turns out, I was entering everyone, talking to myself, and even entering myself when needed. And I thought: “Wow!” And then I started thinking — maybe even music, and films, and maybe even religions, maybe all of that was created by me from the future? And I thought: “Wow!” So I, then, and here’s the paradox — became someone there in the future, and now I’m the one who rules this world. But who created this world? Me from the future? But I first... You see, this chain is unclear. So right now, whose world am I living in? Someone else’s or my own? Question. And of course, different versions can be imagined. Version one: I become God in the future, but somehow I intervene in this very life of this world, rule it myself until the moment when I am born here and then become God. That’s one possibility. Or maybe it’s not like that. Maybe the God who rules everything is some old one, and I become the new one, and I’m supposed to replace him — there’s such a version. Like there was an old God who ruled all this, and I become the new God and start ruling this world. I don’t understand, I don’t know. You can really drown and get lost in this. I know there’s a decoding for this in the future, but not now. So right now, within the framework of the first volume of “Alternative History,” we have to understand that I began to suspect — if in the future I became someone, and I started drawing this analogy — then what? And then I began to realize that, it turns out, it’s quite possible that the messengers who came were me entering them. That when I saw or heard something unique about someone, when I heard that voice — that was also me from the future. Then I began to assume that maybe everything was arranged from the future by me. But why? Of course, to somehow become aware of it, I started watching the film “The Butterfly Effect” — it really helps to visualize it somehow. And later, in the following volumes, I continue to decipher all of this. I can add just a bit of information from the future: the Mystic-Old-Man said that in the future I will return into my past self, and when I used to feel that someone was entering me — that’s what I will soon become and will do that myself, only now I’ll be doing it from here to there. But back then I was that one, and that one was entering me from there. But what is this? And if we talk