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as if electricity or light ignites inside you. The book, you see, the first volume of “Alternative History,” was written through the Spirit, and He embedded that code into the book, and when you read it, the Spirit enters you — if you’re pure and allow Him in.
Question: In 2010 and 2019 the Spirit came on its own, but in 2023 you made it happen yourself, you summoned it. In your view, is this change more related to your internal transformations and achievements, or is it the external scenario unfolding in that way?
Both, and actually the main thing is something else entirely. It’s just that before... Well, imagine that every Wednesday you become emotionally unbalanced and argue with people. And this has been happening month after month, year after year, for five years. You never noticed it, and then I suddenly point it out to you and ask: “Do you even remember a time in your life when you didn’t argue?” And you say: “Well, maybe about five years ago.” And I say: “You see, something happened five years ago, and since then, every Wednesday you argue and get nervous.” But you never asked yourself that question. You just assumed it was normal, that’s all. But there’s always a reason. And suddenly we find the reason, and it turns out that five years ago you started attending, say, speech therapy sessions, and they happen to be on Wednesdays. And what happens is that after interacting with that teacher in the morning, you become super irritated and take everything the wrong way, yelling at everyone, getting offended by everything. And then suddenly we decide to test it, and I say to you, maybe try not going to that speech therapist for a month. And you stop going, and every Wednesday you stop arguing. Your mood becomes stable and normal, and that swing no longer happens. I did the same kind of work on myself while working on the first volume of “Alternative History.” I simply went through and mapped out a bunch of parallel life lines from 2006 to 2023, and first I marked all the years and months from 2006 to 2023 when I was irritated. Then I marked all the years and months when I was super materialistic, social, and didn’t want to stay home. Then I identified all the months and years from 2006 to 2023 when I was in love, in creativity, in inspiration — when everything was just so beautiful, I wanted to photograph everything, paint, write poetry. And then I also marked
Question: In 2010 and 2019 the Spirit came on its own, but in 2023 you made it happen yourself, you summoned it. In your view, is this change more related to your internal transformations and achievements, or is it the external scenario unfolding in that way?
Both, and actually the main thing is something else entirely. It’s just that before... Well, imagine that every Wednesday you become emotionally unbalanced and argue with people. And this has been happening month after month, year after year, for five years. You never noticed it, and then I suddenly point it out to you and ask: “Do you even remember a time in your life when you didn’t argue?” And you say: “Well, maybe about five years ago.” And I say: “You see, something happened five years ago, and since then, every Wednesday you argue and get nervous.” But you never asked yourself that question. You just assumed it was normal, that’s all. But there’s always a reason. And suddenly we find the reason, and it turns out that five years ago you started attending, say, speech therapy sessions, and they happen to be on Wednesdays. And what happens is that after interacting with that teacher in the morning, you become super irritated and take everything the wrong way, yelling at everyone, getting offended by everything. And then suddenly we decide to test it, and I say to you, maybe try not going to that speech therapist for a month. And you stop going, and every Wednesday you stop arguing. Your mood becomes stable and normal, and that swing no longer happens. I did the same kind of work on myself while working on the first volume of “Alternative History.” I simply went through and mapped out a bunch of parallel life lines from 2006 to 2023, and first I marked all the years and months from 2006 to 2023 when I was irritated. Then I marked all the years and months when I was super materialistic, social, and didn’t want to stay home. Then I identified all the months and years from 2006 to 2023 when I was in love, in creativity, in inspiration — when everything was just so beautiful, I wanted to photograph everything, paint, write poetry. And then I also marked